Totally agree,
Likewise, being Native American / Mexican with Mix of
Mediterranean jenes.
The 20's 30's  were common years of bigotry in my family,
also. so I suspect
it was universal among all humans and perhaps even worst
before. 

ab



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Sent: Friday, July 27,
2012 8:39 AM
Subject: Words Use the User
 
When I read Henry Adams' copious
antisemitic screeds, I can't keep away the 
glum thought that in his eminent,
powerful family he couldn't have been the 
only one who thought that way. On
the other hand, I also cringe as I 
consider that Hemingway, and probably
Fitzgerald, and other heroes of my youth 
were also antisemites. Indeed, in my
own Boston Irish milieu I need go no 
further than my own home and my parents'
generation to find innumerable similar 
bigotries: kike, sheeny, spic, frog,
wop, kraut, limey, nigger -- all hideous 
common words in the world of my
youth. 

I think I reached the age of eleven before it came to me there was
something wrong here. By the time I was fifteen or sixteen and the editor of
the 
local Catholic Youth Organization newspaper, my horror at realizing how
I'd 
talked just a few years before led me to produce writhing editorials
against 
antisemitism and its like.   Luckily, I was smartypants enough to
become the 
first person in my huge family tree (except for a cousin of my
mother who 
became a Jesuit priest) to go to college. Then, at my Ivy league
institution, I 
almost got thrown out because of my gaudy protest over the
compulsory 
Baptist chapel that all the Jews who sat with me at our refectory
table were 
compelled to attend. 

I'm aware this posting smacks of wearisome
pride: "See where I came from, 
and look at me now!" In fact, though, the
dominant insight is how lucky I 
was.   I save 'pride' for things we achieve
because of hard work.   But the 
reason I rejected my milieu's attitude toward
Jews was because of a wrenching 
humiliation I had. As a paperboy, I was
sitting in the car that was taking 
two or three of us over the paper route,
and I spouted a line I'd heard at 
home to the effect that the only thing
Hitler got right was his attitude toward 
the Jews.   Our good driver, with no
rage in his voice just said, "I'm 
Jewish." I felt I'd just been scalded with
water of my own boiling. For once I 
became speechless - and ashamed. It left
me changed.

Words use the user. Beware of their psychoactive, hallucinatory,
effects.

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