Years ago, when I used to talk about Rahman non stop to family and friends, I would get this incredulous look from them or rolling of the eyes as if they were saying, "Oh, here he goes again, talking about Rahman this Rahman that". Yeah, they all knew Rahman could create good music, but they never shared my devoted passion to him. I don't think they really understood why I loved him and his music so much. Almost got the sense that they thought I was irrational in my love for Rahman.
Whenever something related to Rahman came up, like a new album, I would talk about it so excitedly, almost like a little girl squealing with delight over a new dress or something like that. Most of the reactions would be just to turn their backs, walk away, or smile weakly, or change the subject! They just couldn't understand the passion. But, now, after all these years of success, awards, global recognition, it's a different story. Whenever I talk about Rahman excitedly, they listen. They want to know more. They too start talking about Rahman on their own somtimes. Although they don't feel as passionately about Rahman like I do, I sense that I'm taken more seriously, better understood as to why I love him so much. It took a global success story to make others understand my love for him. And those who used to react sarcastically to my love for Rahman are now quiet, secretly but shamefully admitting to themselves that Rahman is indeed really someone special in this whole world and not just another glorified Indian MD. Feels great!
