JIM CONRAD'S NATURALIST NEWSLETTER
Issued from Hacienda Komchén de Los Pájaros
just outside Dzemul, Yucatán, Mexico
January 2, 2005


FLAMINGO CIVILTY
Right after I arrived at Komchén a few weeks ago
someone went to the saltflats just north of here and
shot flamingos. Several were killed outright but most -
- over 30 mostly young birds -- died when they flew
blindly into high-voltage lines. Well, no one guards
the birds, and there's not even a sign up saying that
birds shouldn't be shot.

I can't think of that incident without recalling
something from my childhood. Back on our isolated farm
in Kentucky, each spring for several years in a row it
seemed that a certain Great Blue Heron landed at least
once in the top of one of our Lombardy Poplars. My
father and I were always anticipating the visit because
we wanted to see who could shoot it down. After several
attempts by both of us over several years we never
succeeded, but I fear the bird or birds were often
wounded, because we were pretty good shots.

When I got into my teens something happened inside me,
almost overnight, that suddenly caused me to fill with
shame just thinking about shooting at those beautiful
birds. I wish I knew what the thing was that caused me
to suddenly shift my perspective so drastically, not
only with regard to shooting herons but also to my
feelings about civil rights for Black people (these
were the 60s), vegetarianism, and a whole bag of other
concerns that ultimately brought about my isolation
from the culture in which I was embedded.

I've never understood what caused those changes, but
just because I've thought so much about the subject of
how humans come to decide what is right and wrong, I
think I've attained a certain insight. That is, human
civilization is a very thin, fragile, maybe temporary
veneer of learned civility enveloping humanity like the
shimmering surface of a very fragile bubble -- ready to
shatter at any moment.

Moreover, humanity, from what I can see, still runs
mainly on dumb, uncritical instinct, not rationality
(viz the last US election). The unfortunate thing is
that humanity's instinctual urges have been programmed
in our genes over millions of years of primate
evolution, and it overwhelmingly expresses itself in
primal urges for sex, territory and status, and not
much else. Niceties such as not shooting herons and
letting people unlike ourselves live in dignity is
purely cerebral stuff that can be and will be forgotten
as soon as conditions get rough for us.

Whatever the case, with regard to humanity's thin
veneer of civility, my opinion is that it's something
worth protecting and expanding.

If violent, consumption-focused commercial TV continues
to program our children, the good will of our teachers
continues to be abused, and our politics and
religiosity continue to grow ever more extreme, we're
all going to end up shooting flamingoes and herons.

The problem with that is that it's not only hard on the
flamingos and herons, but also an ugly, damnable way to
be.

*****

Best wishes to all Newsletter subscribers,

Jim


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