>That's all I have to say . . . hope I didn't offend anyone. You offend me by implying Sainthood. Please. 2 of many miracles associated with my life do not make me causal to those miracles. What of Fannie and Saket? If I were causal to miracles, they deserve more than my share of Sainthood, since they actually had the efficacy to produce change. God merely put us there at the right place at the right time, thinking the right thoughts, with the right kind of heart.
Knowing this and experiencing it, does it matter one little bit at all that we may die in the next moment, or cease to exist? It's not courage or bravery, it is simple satisfaction knowing God. The story of the Good Samaritan comes from God, and so any goodness derived from version 1 is from God. Jesus only mouthed the words, in the same way I sometimes or all the time mouth the words of God. My burden [your enjoyment]. I am not God, so I will not pretend to be God. Now, if after all that, you still like Jesus, you deserve all the redemption *I* can offer. Would you like me to explain? It's very simple. At the Last Supper, Jesus says to these 12 guys and all their women, uncounted, in the same room, "You shall betray Me before the cock crows thrice." What a fucking asshole. I'm better than that. Lena is better than that. All my friends are better than that. 12 guys who, experiencing God Himself, would follow a cheap ass like Jesus onto the cross, and he tells them in so many words, "you are not my peers, you are 'peer-like'". Bury all Jesus' followers. Please.
