<http://hyatt911.blogspot.com/2008/11/no-significant-change.html>No significant Change
It has been a week in the Hospice Facility today - with no significant change in Hyatt's condition. I am still praying daily for a miracle. I don't think that God is going to answer my prayers in the way that I want him to. This I can accept - I think the Bible quote goes something like - As high above the earth is the Sky, so high above my thoughts are His. I don't like this, but I can accept it. Probably the hardest thing for me to come to terms with is that Sid probably will not have memories of Hyatt - and Bek certainly will not. Hyatt has had such a positive influence on both of their lives already I grieve for their loss more fiercely than my own. I've had a couple of times in this past week where I needed my sounding board... to discuss things with Her ... to see things through Her eyes to try and find the right answers. These have been some of the first times that I've felt lost without her. Deciding on her care, on the mechanics of the things that I have to do because I am in this situation, is straightforward (or it seems that way thanks to all the support I get from key folks) - trying to figure out some of the issues that have no real clear answers is where I miss her voice most of all. That and the empty, cold, bed when I go to sleep. How am I going to manage this ... it is so overwhelming - but it is something I can't run from.... one minute at a time is about all I can manage. She hugged me out of the blue the monday before all this happened. She said that she had had a dream that I would get injured in a car accident on the way to work and that she'd lose me. I stopped my morning rush out the door to hold her and tell her I loved her and that I'd make sure that didn't happen.... little did I know... Go kiss your kids. Go hug your spouse so hard that it feels like you cant breathe .... hold on as tightly as you can... I wish I could again. Troy. <*}}}>< <http://www.holypostage.com/>Holy Postage <*}}}>< <*}}}><<http://www.halfthekingdom.org/>Half the Kingdom!<*}}}>< Prayer for Unborn Life: O GOD OF LIFE AND LOVE, You have given us the gift to participate with You to bring new life into the world. But, all too often, the mother's womb, which should be a nursery of life, becomes instead a place of it's destruction. Help us to remove this evil and ensure respect for all life made in Your image and likeness, called to fulfill its promise on this earth, and destined to find a home with you for all eternity. We ask this through Jesus Christ, Our Lord, Our God, Our Savior, and Our ALL. Amen. --~--~---------~--~----~------------~-------~--~----~ Please note that I do not send or open attachments sent to this list. You received this message because you are subscribed to the Google Groups "Catholics on Fire" group. To post to this group, send email to [email protected] To unsubscribe from this group, send email to [EMAIL PROTECTED] For more options, visit this group at http://groups.google.com/group/Catholics-on-Fire May the blessing of Jesus and our Blessed Mother be with you -~----------~----~----~----~------~----~------~--~---
