Tonite's the night that I will hopefully become an ex-smoker.  After
years (and an unthinkable amount of $ spent) of gum and patches that
all ultimately didn't work for me...cf-cfommunity's own Robert Bailey
(who is accompanying me as well) brought this to my attention.

http://www.stopsmokingjacksonville.com

In a nutshell, it's two shots...one behind each ear.  supposedly kills
the chemical receptors in the brain that are addicted to nicotine. 
they eventually grow back 'addiction-free'.  tomorrow I should wake up
a bit groggy...but with no more physical addiction to nicotine.  It's
a very weird thought.

I know the psychological addiction will still be there...I'm just
hoping that with my body not screaming out for a cigarette that I'll
be strong enough to handle just that aspect of it (I was no match when
I got double-teamed by a physchological -and- a physical addiction).

I'm just shy of 37 years old...and have been at least a pack-a-day
smoker since I was 15.  That's a pretty significant portion of my life
that I've lived with a body that has physically craved nicotine
24/7/365.  I'm having a pretty hard time imagining what it's going to
be like waking up tomorrow with that feeling gone.

Hell, i wasn't this nervous before I got married or before either of
my kids was born.

I think my -biggest- fear is that I'll eventually cave in to the
psychological cravings.  At that point, I may just have to accept that
I'll likely die earlier than I needed to because if two shots to the
brain don't keep me off of cigarettes...I don't know that there's
anything else out there that possibly could.

anyway...just thought i'd share.  thanks for listening :)

-- 
Charlie Griefer

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