I am really sorry about your friend. I think you are saying that smoking for you is a reward and a way to decompress. Can you find another one? Even if it is not all that healthy -- as long as it is not addictive you can always quit the new habit later. Ice cream? Beer? Weed? I dunno but it seems to me those might work.
hope that helps Dana On 1/7/06, Paul Ihrig <[EMAIL PROTECTED]> wrote: > yeh i havnt put the 1 ashtray i own away. > its on my porch over looking a beutiful ravin. > > > i think the thing of it is. > we all work very hard. > half the time i feel like an idiot nuvant. > i can wright code that does all sorts of cool shit. > i dream it. coding that it is. > but i dont understand it.... > every day is so stressfull, fixing this bug or adding that enhancement... > so i can go with out eating or smoking at work. > > > but when i get home i need to decompress... > so with trying to have a baby. > not smoking weed. i am gaining weight & i just need a fix.... > > > now we got a dog, so hopfully i can kill a few birds. > get in shape for shoomin season [MORELS "the other gov org" you ass holes] > and kick smoking. > my younger briother and i are kicking in the morning.. > > had a gamingt bud die of throute cancer 4 months ago. > his nick was specialEd > > i am supossed to trick out a photoshop doc for his wife. > with him & a deer.. but i keep choking on it. > > ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~| Message: http://www.houseoffusion.com/lists.cfm/link=i:5:191061 Archives: http://www.houseoffusion.com/cf_lists/threads.cfm/5 Subscription: http://www.houseoffusion.com/lists.cfm/link=s:5 Unsubscribe: http://www.houseoffusion.com/cf_lists/unsubscribe.cfm?user=11502.10531.5 Donations & Support: http://www.houseoffusion.com/tiny.cfm/54
