Blah that post made me cry. I had a pit bull mix mostly pit though. He had from when she was a puppy i dated a girl who had her sister so they used to play together.
When i moved to Florida she loved it but i had to be more careful with her she used to run out the door all the time. My wife wanted to discipline her when she did because she was worried about her getting out of the house but i couldn't bear to hear her whimper even with a swat on the nose. Then one night a girl in front of me hit a female pit that looked liek sara and i had slowed down a lot and i hit the baby. The baby lived and was fine since i was going slow. The mother pit i found her and called the owner who came running but we couldn't do anything for her me and the guy carred her back to the house but she died in his arms. That night i let the wife know she could discipline sara. I couldn't be around when she did it but the dog never ran out the door again. I can forgive my ex-wife for leaving me, for leaving me getting evicted, for emptying my bank account after she moved out and i trusted her not to steal from me, and every other fucked up thing she ever did to me. But because of her leaving i didn't have time to find a new place that would take a 80+ pound pit. I knew the pound would be a death sentence because she was cool with her family of dogs but any outsider dog was going to get into a scrap. She was fine with people but they would have classified her as a aggressive dog and put her down. One of my best friends that i trusted to honor her took her. So i drove upto Maryland from florida on a weekend when i had no cash cause the wife had just left. I scrapped up enough to get gas money to drive up and take her there. It was probably one of the hardest things i've done having to say good bye to her. She's 11 now and her owner has moved away and we've lost touch. I'll link her pic up later. I have to goto work. I suppose it's better i don't know the details of her passing. She was the best dog ever after years when i saw her she still remembered me broke my heart everytime i couldn't take her back. I feel your pain man. Sorry i didn't get a chance to proofread for my typical shitty grammar. On 2/21/08, denstar <[EMAIL PROTECTED]> wrote: > > On Feb 4, 2008 7:58 AM, Loathe <[EMAIL PROTECTED]> wrote: > > > All life is pain and pleasure, chaos and change hooaah? > > > HOOAAAH. > > Jack went out like the champion he was. > > I've had the sad honor of being there, at the end, with a few good dogs. > > Jack's was the calmest, most gentle passing I've witnessed. > > The vet administered only a CC or two, before his heart stopped... he > was ready, or his body was kaput. > > Not a growl, nor a whimper... just a little of his *sniff* > heartbreakingly-missed snoring. > > He's been cremated, so we can take his ashes to the spots he loved > best (he got to go with us many places). > > Ute lake will be special, since that's where he learned to swim, which > he loved doing. Cutest damn thing you ever seen, paddling back and > forth between papa and mama, having the time of his life. > All the while, his intestines were all torn up, and we didn't even > know it. On deaths door, but acting like nothing was wrong. What a > dude. > That resulted in the first week spent on the floor with him, after > his surgery, and after he was sent home to die with us (Which he > didn't (twice)). > > He was a one of a kind type of dog. We were blessed to have the time > that we did, it's what we all needed, when we needed it. > > Synchronicity; you'll hear me mention it from time to time, and I put > stock in it -- Nothing amazing, most religions have some form of it-- > but it's proven powerful in my life. > > Bah. Enough waxing [whatever]. > > Thanks bro. > > -- > > > ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~| Adobe® ColdFusion® 8 software 8 is the most important and dramatic release to date Get the Free Trial http://ad.doubleclick.net/clk;160198600;22374440;w Archive: http://www.houseoffusion.com/groups/CF-Community/message.cfm/messageid:254773 Subscription: http://www.houseoffusion.com/groups/CF-Community/subscribe.cfm Unsubscribe: http://www.houseoffusion.com/cf_lists/unsubscribe.cfm?user=11502.10531.5
