" I'm lucky to have found a veteran owned and operated place doing DoD contracts that are really understanding, they're even supportive of me going back on active duty, and want me to keep working part time after I'm all the way back in."
This is really cool, the programming work will probably pay more than your military salary, I'd imagine. " I'm impatient, quick to anger, have some trouble maintaining focus, I have social anxiety issues like crazy. I'm really apathetic about a lot of things now, it's weird. I used to be so fucking driven, hungry." I know shit runs a lot deeper than this, but find a reason to get hungry again.. You've got a lot going for you, don't give up, you've got a pretty good online support system, take advantage of it. I'm only about 50 miles away, I can come down and kick you in the ass if that's what it takes :) Focus issues can be solved with a good shot of Adderall (I've been on it for almost a year and a half now.) -- Scott Stewart ColdFusion Developer SSTWebworks 4405 Oakshyre Way Raleigh, NC. 27616 (919) 874-6229 (home) (703) 220-2835 (cell) -----Original Message----- From: Loathe [mailto:[EMAIL PROTECTED] Sent: Friday, April 04, 2008 9:39 AM To: CF-Community Subject: Re: So Nobody Cares Anymore? I'm not going to lie, I'm pretty much broken for any other work at this point. I'm impatient, quick to anger, have some trouble maintaining focus, I have social anxiety issues like crazy. I'm really apathetic about a lot of things now, it's weird. I used to be so fucking driven, hungry. I'm lucky to have found a veteran owned and operated place doing DoD contracts that are really understanding, they're even supportive of me going back on active duty, and want me to keep working part time after I'm all the way back in. Gruss Gott wrote: >> Vivec wrote: >> Wasn't there a documentary showing how many vets end up homeless? >> > > Yeah, but as Cheney says, they volunteered for it. > > ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~| Adobe® ColdFusion® 8 software 8 is the most important and dramatic release to date Get the Free Trial http://ad.doubleclick.net/clk;192386516;25150098;k Archive: http://www.houseoffusion.com/groups/CF-Community/message.cfm/messageid:257968 Subscription: http://www.houseoffusion.com/groups/CF-Community/subscribe.cfm Unsubscribe: http://www.houseoffusion.com/cf_lists/unsubscribe.cfm?user=89.70.5
