VA Disability came early. Made not one but two local connects, lived here for 6 months haven't met anyone, it's raining, and I don't mean water.
Do the right things and the right things happen to you? I know he doesn't post here anymore but I owe Issaac an apology. Not for my anger, or my opinions but for bringing in his family and his sex life and shit. I'm not asking him back, or changing my mind, can't stop him from being here if he wants to either. If any of you that talk to the weirdo would pass on what I said. Yes I still think he's a weirdo. I don't agree on that issue we fought about but my actions were truly unforgivable. Not as an excuse or a justification but the past several years of my life have been a real roller coaster, that I have somehow mostly managed to hold together through some interesting mental and real life issues. I forgot, in Afghanistan and in the years after. I have goals, and more importantly I have ability and incredible potential. I'm not trying to sound conceited. However (as I do so anyway) I am the guy that took the CF test blind. I'm the guy that doesn't need to use his code insight most of the time. That picks up and sometimes helps writes frameworks and projects and new languages. That wrote open source code that is still basically a DOD standard for URL encryption and SES and the prevention of URL hijacking and SQL injection. I've spoken at levels from coffee groups of four through large scale international information systems and security conferences. I did all this with a G.E.D. a good enough degree, and some college credits. God what I could have done going to school to MIT or CALTEC or DUKE or UNC. I have done the contracts for the letter agencies; done the gigs overseas, done some of the hardest training the Army has to offer. In the end I'm happy where I am now. I need to be stable. I need to find health and I need to come closer to ALL of my family both nuclear and extended. In the end I'd say I'm making honest, cathartic, epiphany induced growth. All growth has pain and chaos, but it also has pleasure and education. Now I sound like you :) Wonder why? -----Original Message----- From: denstar [mailto:[email protected]] Sent: Tuesday, March 30, 2010 3:48 PM To: cf-community Subject: Re: _Speaking_of_the_Supreme_Court:_Marine's_father_ord_ere d_to_pay_court_costs_to_Westboro_Baptist_Churc On Tue, Mar 30, 2010 at 1:03 PM, LRS Scout wrote: > > Dude we seriously need to hang out sometime. > > I imagine the conversation, and the party favors, would be second to none :) Indeed! We'd have fun, no doubt. Someday I'll get out and about again. And I'm getting blazed right now, BTW. Good thing I'm like a list-ninja, and nobody could suss out who I am IRL! =) :Denny -- He is happy whom circumstances suit his temper; but he Is more excellent who suits his temper to any circumstance. David Hume ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~| Want to reach the ColdFusion community with something they want? Let them know on the House of Fusion mailing lists Archive: http://www.houseoffusion.com/groups/cf-community/message.cfm/messageid:314638 Subscription: http://www.houseoffusion.com/groups/cf-community/subscribe.cfm Unsubscribe: http://www.houseoffusion.com/groups/cf-community/unsubscribe.cfm
