Sharon, get help, have someone who's a professional at dealing with your issues to come to your house.? Don't continue to suffer, help is out there.? Best wishes.
Gloria -----Original Message----- From: SharonK <[EMAIL PROTECTED]> To: Chihuahuas <[email protected]> Sent: Mon, 7 Jul 2008 9:26 pm Subject: [Chihuahuas] it's me - OT Hi All!!? It's been a while since I've posted anything.? Claudia, I'm sorry I missed your phone call the other day.? I couldn't understand a lot of what you said in the message you left, but I thought you said you were going to call Sunday (yesterday).? But I didn't hear anything from you.? Diana, I keep sending you emails, but I never hear anything back from you.? Arlene, I'm sorry I haven't yet responded to your latest email.? I have been very busy with a program I bought online. ? See, I'm agoraphobic - I have not left my home in over 10 years.? But I am in desperate need of surgery (self diagnosed).? From all the research I've done online, I realize what is happening to me - I am having terrible gall bladder attacks.? The only way I have found to avoid them is to eat only fat free foods.? So this is what I have been doing, and my meals are expensive and boring.? Fat free foods are more expensive.? I've gone from over 180 pounds down to 134. ? But I know I can't get to a doctor or the hospital until I can at least go outside and cross the street!!? I have been vigilant about taking Katie outside to play every day.? But I have to be careful even doing this because I can't sweat.? When I took her out today, the heat index was 102 degrees, so we were out there for only a few minutes before I had to come back to my air conditioning.? Anyway....? I know I need to get this surgery done, so I went online and used a chunk of my alloted grocery money to purchase The Panic Away Program.? I have been working very hard on it.? I have even used pics of Katie and other graphics to make mini posters to inspire me and help me get through tough times. ? Well, I don't really know why I wrote all this.? Maybe I'm just tired of being alone all the time.? Maybe I'm just tired of having to do everything by myself all the time.? The only real light in my life is my precious Katie.? I am so very, very grateful God gave her to me!!!!? She makes me laugh, or at least smile, every day. ? Thanks for listening to me!!!! Sharon
