Oh.little BB loved you every bit as much as you loved her. I think that she would want for you to get another dog to love when the time is right. The problem that she had would not have shown up on any pre-op blood work, and no vet had ever determined that she had it. We know that she is no longer suffering. Dolly & Desi are sending puppy kisses to take away those tears.it is OK to be sad that she passed away, but please do not beat yourself up about her passing when she was spayed.
Joan, Dolly Dee & Desi Lou From: [email protected] [mailto:[email protected]] On Behalf Of greatful_n_happiness Sent: Sunday, July 17, 2011 3:21 PM To: [email protected] Subject: [Chihuahuas] Got the autopsy back from the VEt Hello all.. Not 5 or 10 minutes ago, the doctor called to let me know what happened to B.B She had a congenital defect in her diaphragm. Thus creating more problems with her intestines and lung, and heart. She would have not made it through the surgery the doctor said since she had his problem. I am having a copy of the report sent to me.. They asked again if I wanted the ashes.. I can't cope with having them anywhere near me. Anyway, thought I pass this along to you all. I know that someday, I will come to have another Chi like her markers and so far but th personality is not going to be the same. She has been a treasure to me and my boyfriend who has a difficult time of it.. Off the subject since I live with alcohol and I don't drink since I am in recovery. I handle it better than he does these days. I have ben sober for almost 4 years now and blessed to have been.. Nothing like this will ever cause me to do anything to corrupt myself and not walk thorugh it. I am greatful to this group and my church who has been a constant support. He tries to be there for me, but from the beginning finding out the loss it has not ben easy.
