Dearest Amy,
You are feeling all the emotions that make you human. When we feel overwhelmed - as you justifiably do right now - the anger, fear, pity, and subsequent guilt flood us. And life seems just unfair. But you will get through this, and you'll be OK. One day at a time -- and some days, one tiny step at a time. If I were in Lubbock, I come over and give you a big hug. I am sending you the hug vibes over the internet, sweetie.
I echo what others have said that I hope the mass is benign. But whatever the outcome of the tests, you are going to get through this. Please keep us posted.
hugs & love,
Kathy
dx 5/03
"Amy B." <[EMAIL PROTECTED]> wrote:
Hey everyone, I went to my oncologist and gynecologist today. They
both felt a mass in my right breast. I have been doing well with the
gleevec, or so I thought. My WBC are at 11.5 also, they usually stay
around 8. SO, I'm a little concerned and letting my mind overwhelm
me. I know that I need to have faith and think positive but darn I
just can't help but be a little scared. I'm so tired, I just don't
want to do this anymore. I keep reminding myself that God will only
give me as much as I can handle, but I'm not thinking I can handle
anymore. I'm in a pity me mode, and keep running through my head all
I have given up already and for the first time since I was dx with
cml am wondering why me. There are so many out there that have it so
much worse so not only am I feeling all the above, but I feel guilty
for feeling bad about it, and feeling guilty for not just letting it
go and letting God deal with it. I can't balance any of it today.
My mind is screaming "I'm to young for this crap." Well so much for
the age advantage <smile> Thanks for listening.
Amy in Lubbock
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