Amy,
Remember God is still in control. He has not forsaken you. You will get through this. Keep looking up and stay focused on your recovery.
Susanna
--- In [email protected], "Amy B." <[EMAIL PROTECTED]> wrote:
>
>
> Hey everyone, I went to my oncologist and gynecologist today. They
> both felt a mass in my right breast. I have been doing well with
the
> gleevec, or so I thought. My WBC are at 11.5 also, they usually
stay
> around 8. SO, I'm a little concerned and letting my mind overwhelm
> me. I know that I need to have faith and think positive but darn I
> just can't help but be a little scared. I'm so tired, I just don't
> want to do this anymore. I keep reminding myself that God will
only
> give me as much as I can handle, but I'm not thinking I can handle
> anymore. I'm in a pity me mode, and keep running through my head
all
> I have given up already and for the first time since I was dx with
> cml am wondering why me. There are so many out there that have it
so
> much worse so not only am I feeling all the above, but I feel
guilty
> for feeling bad about it, and feeling guilty for not just letting
it
> go and letting God deal with it. I can't balance any of it today.
> My mind is screaming "I'm to young for this crap." Well so much
for
> the age advantage <smile> Thanks for listening.
>
>
> Amy in Lubbock
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