I hope things will soon be better Pat.
 
Rob
----- Original Message -----
From: Patricia
Sent: Wednesday, July 13, 2005 6:00 AM
Subject: [CML] Greetings From Pat

Just wanted to say hello to all my fellow CML family. I haven't posted
in a while. I do read all posts but must admit I am even behind on
that at the moment. The last time I wrote, I explained how I have been
trying to overcome a severe bout of depression...I am some better, but
due to personal cicrumstances, it comes and goes. A troubled marriage
and a mentally ill 20 year old son, who by the way got himself 6
months in the slammer for drug induced actions has been a constant
source of stress for me. My elderly mother who has alzhemeir's has
deteriorated even more in recent months, and I'm terribly saddened by
this, and the day is drawing nearer when I may have to resort to
placing her in a nursing home. I spent about a month in and out of
court with my son's legal problems, trying to get him the help he
needs, rather than jail time, which is not what he needed. He got 5
months jail time and 28 days in a rehab, but the DA insisted he do the
5 months before the rehab which is totally opposite of what should
have occurred. It has been devasating to me. When a person has mental
issues, being caged up like an animal is not going to solve anything.
To make matters even worse, the events that led up to his
incarceration involved my husband's daughter and her husband so now
the family is divided...and I am very bitter.

If all of this is not enough, I have been sick for a month with an
upper respisatory infection and severe bronchitis which I am not
responding to antibotics. Here in Tennessee, the humidity has been
severely high, probably contributing to my lungs being in the shape
they are. With all of this that has been going on... I have not seen
my cml specialist in over 2 months so I have no idea where I stand
with the cml. I'm sure I will get royally chewed out on the 21st when
I do see him.

I continue to hold you all in my thoughts and prayers. Will try to be
more active in the group as soon as I get better.

If all of this is not enough, my primary doctor can no longer
prescribe pain meds, and I didn't realize how severe my bone pain is
until I didn't have anything to take. I think also being sick,
runnning temps has also contributed to my bone pain. I have suffered
greatly.

I just wanted to check in and let everyone know I'm still
kickin'...but definitely not kickin' very high. I know most of you
often write only of the cml, but I felt compelled to share the ascepts
of my daily life of which cml is NOT the only thing I struggle with.

Thank you all for being here for me....and I wish you all continued
progress.
Love, Peace, Hope & Prayers, Pat




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