I am typing this in hope of I am not realy sure. I try not to think about it but of curse that does not work. My Madisen was only one month past her third birthday when we found out. Going on two years now I think I can cry now but not infront of the kids. I have stayed away from these websits because it makes it real. I cant do it any more I wasnt to know about other children or others experince with this cml. Sometimes she asks questions I dont know what to say to her I usually tell her that God has a plain for all of us we usually dont know until it happens. Doctors say that we are almost their but not yet. With not sibling match or us BMT does not seem like a chance we are willing to take. So what does that mean for my baby and her life. She askes me if she will get married or if she will have a baby, I want to tell her yes but I cant. I find my self hiding the tears more and more as she gets older kids are so smart and little girls are nosey and wants to know every hting. I guess I will have to. If any one knows how I am suppposed to be for her please help
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