Dear Donna,

 I feel so humbled by your story. I feel blessed to be enduring what I am in 
comparison. I am so sorry the meds have not held you. And this on top of a 
kidney transplant. I will keep you in my thought and prayers. Your spirit is 
utterlky amazing. 

Regarding my friend Barb,I know she would be happy to talk to you via the phone 
if it would in any way help you. She is 101 days post bone marrow transplant 
and is doing very well, back home, dealing with some graft verses host issues, 
but they are stayed on top of well.She does weekly bloodwork, more if 
needed..and is closely monitered..but she is back in her home, working from 
home etc..Her diagnosis was different than ours, she had a blood disorder which 
turned into mylo fibrosis...and her blood was in the process of turning to ALL, 
so before it became leukemia, she had the transplant. She was very very 
impressed with most of the staff at Moffit and her care there..Her Bone Marrow 
biopsy shows completely male cytogenetics..her donor was a young man from 
Germany. 

I have another very close friend in Boston who did a stem cell transplant out 
East. She had systemic scleroderma..She is doing extremely well, disease 
free..She could use her own stem cells so she did not have to deal with the 
graft verses host complications...

What I know is that my friend Barb traveled to three Bone Marrow Transplant 
Units, Mayo in Arizona, etc...Someone gave her really good advise, that she 
needed to see where she would be and talk with the people who would be doing 
the transplant. She needed to have a good feeling about it going in.,.and she 
did. 

I do not know if you are able to travel at all, to visit  places, but I know 
her decision was made based upon her support network, her comfort, their 
experience with  transplants with her type of presenting issues and illness. I 
do know that I personally spoke to two people while there who had transplants 
for CML. Both are doing well. They work at the hospital!  Do you have a family 
donor or are you going from the national registry? 

If you would like her nunmber I am happy to give it to you privately. She is 
all about giving back and she truly understands..

Please let me know how I can be of help. I am familiar with some of the 
transplant centers in the country. Just based upon research, not seeing them 
except for Moffit. 

Take good care, 

Warmly, 18's Beth

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From: [email protected] <[email protected]>
To: cmlhope <[email protected]>
Sent: Sat, Sep 21, 2013 10:47 am
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Beth,
 
Hello and good afternoon from Kentucky.  I am sorry you are going through what 
you're going through.  I've been carrying this diagnosis CML since 2007,this 
six months following a kidney transplant.  I do peritoneal dialysis at home.   
I've been on all the nib drugs and they all have failed at this point.   I am 
now taking Dicitapine (chemotherpay) in order to get my counts low enough for 
me to withstand a bone marrow transplant aka stem cell transplant.  My question 
to you is how did you friend at Moffett do with her/his stem cell transplant?  
What was that individual's diagnosis.   Anything you can share I would 
appreciate.
 
Thanks,
Donna
 
 




From: "[email protected]" <[email protected]>
To: [email protected] 
Sent: Thursday, September 12, 2013 11:38 PM
Subject: Re: [CMLHope] Hello



Dear Susan  and all, Thanks for your kind words. I am in Chicago...my status is 
undetectable for the past 4 months. Another BCr Abl will be done at the end of 
this month and we will see then if I am still holding.  I am on sprycel at 
between 40 and 60 a day, I have had CML for 3.5 years, have been on Gleevec, 
Tasigna, Bosutinib, and Sprycel, never got to PCRU until 4 months ago....60 of 
sprycel did the trick. ..my struggles have been elevated cpk, muscle weakness 
in my legs, trouble going up stairs and down, getting up from seated 
position,.., deep fatigue,. I had a robotic hysterectomy last year in March and 
woke up from it with bad bad back pain, sciatica came and has not left for 16 
months.epiderals, PT..to no avail.....I had numbless and tingling in my fingers 
which they attributed to sprycel  neuropathy...weakness, sprycel...in January 
into February. I started to have significant tension in both  my upper arms, 
across my chest, weakness in my arms as well... etc...   long story short, this 
is a lesson for everyone..that's why I am sharing it......all my symptoms have 
been attributed to sprycel, for years.. When I went to care for my best friend 
at Moffit who went through a bone marrow transplant, I had time to really sit 
and be in my body. I emailed my doc from there and said.....
I am feeling worse and worse in my body and my dosage is the same. .....so when 
I come back home, lets pretend I don't have cml and I am not on sprycel..what 
might be causing these symptoms....let's rule out something else going on 
entirely because that is what I believe is going on......so when I returned to 
Chicago, I went through lots of tests..and MRI"s and.........I have a serious 
herniation in my neck at C4 and C5 which is causing all the numbness and 
tingling, they think, in both my arms, hands and my legs...which I have 
complained about for a very long time...
I have to have surgery to remove both disks.....while I was prepared to have to 
have a lumbar surgery to fix the herniation caused by how they positioned me 
during surgery..., and at last be free of sciatica..I was not prepared for this 
blow....I first have to have an unexpected major surgery........I am glad to 
have a true diagnosis, and something that is fixable..hopefully surgery without 
any complicatons......it means going off sprycel...pre and post surgeries and 
hoping I can hold a remission I just got into........I will take time off in 
between surgeries to heal...it means being off of work without income for 
extended time. and figure out how to best hold my clients through all of 
this.....so today, I am overwhelmed...trying to get my bearings..and 
then..second opinion neuro surgeon Monday..and we will go from there..

I am going to dance one day...do yoga, swim, lift weights... and join Judi in a 
team in training one day...walk the Grand Canyon....I just need to stay 
positive and climb these next two or three mountains...heal....and go from 
there..
Prayers are always helpful...hugs.....the more the better.....
Take care all of you, Beth
 
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From: Susan Zimmerman <[email protected]>
To: cmlhope <[email protected]>
Sent: Thu, Sep 12, 2013 7:14 pm
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Dear Beth, 


You are truly a sweet person with your wonderful posts.  I also have a dog that 
is terrified of thunder and lightning.  She burrows under our covers on the bed 
and is fine then.  I've heard of the coats and might get her one.  I am not 
sure of your whereabouts, Beth.  And what is your status re. the CML?  Sorry, 
I've forgotten.  I pray you are in remission and doing fine.


I did see something on facebook by Marcie Goodman about a trial her and family 
went through this week.  Please lift her up in your prayers.  She did not 
elaborate.


All the rest of you blood brothers and sisters, may God's richest blessings be 
showered on you as you enjoy every moment that we are on this side of the 
ground!  Expect to be blessed.


18's,

Susan F. Zimmerman
"Look among the nations and watch; be utterly astounded!  For I will work a 
work in your days which you would not believe, though it were told you."  Hab. 
1:5



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To: cmlhope <[email protected]>
Sent: Thu, Sep 12, 2013 5:19 pm
Subject: Re: [CMLHope] Hello


Dear Marty,
 
I too hope you get good news regarding your kidney transplant soon. Regarding 
Shyloh and being frightened by thunderstorms....my Gracie, ( affenpincer) has 
had that issue since she was a puppy. I bought her a "thunder coat" which is a 
coat that fits snuggly on the dog, and it makes them feel safer and more 
secure, kind of like when you swattel babies. If you google it you can see them 
and get them on Amazon or even the local pet stores carry them. It has really 
helped Gracie to tolerate better rain and thunder...she still shakes...but it's 
much much better since the thunder coat. They come in  all sizes and 
colors...just a thought...
 
Millie, feel better.....take a long nap and may you feel the love around you 
when you wake up..thanks for checking out the sites...
 
to everyone, this month,and especially September 22nd, I wish a feeling of 
togetherness, and unity, and family for all of us. take care, 
 
`18's Beth
 
  


-----Original Message-----
From: Marty Gartenberg <[email protected]>
To: cmlhope <[email protected]>
Sent: Thu, Sep 12, 2013 4:09 pm
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You know Millie,
 
This is what I just love about you. You actually send each person your thoughts 
about them and how they are doing and do it all at once. Very cleaver if you 
ask me.
 
By the way Millie, just because you had one very good day with your son it 
doesn't mean that you won't have many more dood days and that is what I wish 
for you. 
 
You are correct about we have to do what we have to do. Also, worring about 
something isn't going to make it better or worse. It will be what it is and 
either way we will have to deal with anything that comes our way, and we will. 
I admire you for the way you think.
 
To answer your question about the rain, well, we have had our share. I really 
don't mind the rain so much but here in Pennsylvania that rain changes over to 
snow, and that is what I really mind. That is why we moved to Florida.
 
What I really feel badly about is whenever it rains it comes with thunder and 
lightening. My dog Shyloh is so afraid of the thunder and lightening that she 
shivvers and hides under the bed. She won't even come out to eat or go out.
 
Yes, we just started packing everything up for our trip back to Florida. We 
will be leaving here on September 21st.
 
We have a unique way of packing. Since I have a Grand Caravan all of the seats 
go into the floor, Stow and Go is what it's called. We keep only one seat up 
besides the two in front. That seat is for our daughter Meredith who travels 
back and forth with us.
 
With these seats down and stowed away we have plenty of room because the floor 
is mostly flat.
 
Whenever we go yo Costco I ask the manager if I could have any empty wooden 
wine boxes. He usually gives me a couple each time we are there. I then buy a 
quater inch thick piece of plywood and cut out the covers for them. We pack 
just about everything in them and then I use small brads to close them up. I 
label each box so I know where everything has to go once we get back to Florida.
 
You know what Millie? I'm sending all of your hugs right back at you. I hope 
that they make you feel better, and of course....
 
18's
 
Marty
 




On Thu, Sep 12, 2013 at 3:55 PM, C.M. Houtz <[email protected]> wrote:


I wanted to thank all of  you for your e-mails about my wonderful day out with 
my son.  I have had a lot of pain since, so I'm so happy that I took advantage 
of that day.  Unless you've been in the house for months (other then doctors), 
you can't understand how great it felt.  I know that Marty knows....even more 
then I do, how it feels to be in one place for a long period of time.  We do 
what we have to do.  
 
I haven't tried my popcorn cycle yet, Norm, so I'll have to let you know.  The 
one that I used on the other one, more then anything, was the rice cycle.  It 
made perfect rice and am hoping that this one will too.  Using these wonderful 
inventions makes my life so much easier.  I am glad every day for my food 
processor as it does a lot that I can't do anymore.  At any rate, it was good 
to share it with you all.  
 
Did you get the heavy rain up in your area of PA, Marty?  We didn't get 
anything, but it looks like we could today.  We've been fortunate here in this 
area.
 
Sue, I hope that you remain in remission.  I know that my numbers have 
increased, but won't know by how much until I see the doctor again.  He ordered 
a liver function and CBC this time.  He won't do any other testing until they 
see what my liver is able to handle, and then might increase it to full 
strength at some point.  I try not to worry or think about it as it doesn't do 
you any good.  Stay positive, and, as always, I will keep you all in my prayers.
 
Beth, I haven't checked out the sites you sent yet, but will try to do so later 
today.  Right now I'm going to take a much needed nap.  I'm not sure if that's 
the CML or just being 74 that requires a nap, but lately, I've been taking them.
 
You all take care and let me know how you're doing.  I know that Marty and 
Shelly will soon be heading for Florida again.  I hope that  you have a 
wonderful trip and that you get some good news about having your kidney 
replaced.  Let us know how it goes when you can.  
 
Talk to you all soon.
Love, Hugs, and 18's 
Millie

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