from: http://www.steamshovelpress.com/ksullivan.html Click Here: <A HREF="http://www.steamshovelpress.com/ksullivan.html">Katherine Sullivan's Letter about Jim Keith's B…</A> ----- Mass Control Redux The late Jim Keith's new book, Mass Control: Engineering Human Consciousness (IllumiNet Press), contains several chapters on the ostensible victims of Operation Monarch, a secret mind control project, who have come forward in the wake of Cathy O'Brien's book, Trance Formation. Steamshovel editor presented one of these chapters to one of the victims interviewed by Keith, Katherine Sullivan, who offers her corrections below. Dear Steamshovel: I appreciate your sending me the xeroxed copy of "my" chapter in Jim Keith's book so quickly. I am especially glad you did because he made a number of errors, and also misunderstood some things I said. Because of this, I need to make corrections. I realize it's too late that the book is out, but at least perhaps you can file this letter away to share with whoever makes inquiries about that chapter. First, I need to share something I've only learned since he interviewed me. I suffered ten additional years of hardcore trauma as my memories came back and I literally relived so many horrible experiences. Because I was very upset and overwhelmed by all I was remembering, and because I suffer not only from D.I.D. but also from P.T.S.D., I was not able to logically sift through the memories to determine what was probably factual, what was propaganda fed to me by my handlers, and what was misunderstanding. Only in the last year have I been able to step back and take a harder look at what they told me. Perhaps to them, especially those with Nazi ideologies, the lies were reality. But that doesn't make it reality to the rest of us. Example: I was told over and over that by the year 2000, they were going to overthrow the US government in honor of Hitler and start a new world government. This never materialized. Another example: they told me they were going to create a mock UFO invasion, and also have the image of Jesus Christ appear in the sky, to confuse and bring men -- particularly Christians -- to their knees. So far, neither has happened. They had me totally convinced that they were in control of the world. I fully believed that they could kill me or my daughter any time they chose. After having been gang raped and tortured and so much more for most of my life by these people, I believed they were all-powerful and would do everything they talked about in their get-togethers and planning meetings. Only recently have I realized they are far from all-powerful, and that a lot of what they said they would do was the rantings of insanely grandiose men who are far out of touch with real life. When I gave inforinafion to ACHES-MC, to Mr. Keith, and to others about what I'd heard the movers and shakers talk about, I believed they really would do it and presented the informafion that way. If I could go back and do this over again, I would tell the interviewers that I was only told that they were planning to do such-and-such. I would not present it as facts. I now realize it was much to my disadvantage to present information as it was given to me, because it leaves me looking like a fruitcake! The other broad clarification I need to make is that a lot of the code names I heard were just that. Code names. They may or may not mean anything to anyone outside the Octopus network. The reason I listed as many as I could in the CKLN series was to throw out a line and see if anyone else had heard of these phrases and words used in such ways. So far I've gotten very little verification. That tells me that either these were not true code names, or were about activities so covert that it will probably be decades before I get verificafions. If the second hypothesis is true, I am willing to wait ... as usual. Now for the corrections (P. 154:) I was in treatment for codependency in late summer, 1989. My daughter was in treatment in the same rehab facility before me, for A&D issues. (She had taken a gun to school and fully planned -- in a rather mindless way -- to kill a friend, then to stand on the cafeteria table and "blow her brains all over everybody." Thank God, she was stopped before she did either.) During that 31-day stint, I recovered childhood memories of having been sexually abused by my dad, and him making me and my full brothers do it to each other in front of him. (They still do not seem to remember any of this.) The ritual abuse memories came a year later, and the government memories about a year after that. This seems to be about on target for the progression of such memories. One remembers what is most bearable first, then more and more difficult material as one's strength and skills develop to cope with it. My memories of assassin programming were inadvertently triggered, but I did not attempt to kill hospital nurses and staff. Keith misinterpreted what I said. I talked to hospital personnel in those alter-states, about what I was trained to do and could do there and then. I did ask them, when I felt those parts of me getting control, to put me in restraints so they could talk to those parts in safety. This was done numerous times in Charter-Grapevine, Texas in late summer, 1991. (P. 155): I am not sure which agencies had at me when I was a child. I still am not sure. A lot of weird stuff was done to me outside of rituals. I even was put through some kind of spook school for children. But nobody exactly announced to me which agencies were involved. I was first aware of NASA, then of the CIA's involvement in the mid 70's, and of NSA and ISA in the mid 80's. (NSA and ISA were working in tandem to shut down us Deltas. I do not know why to this day, but I am grateful for their decision.) My dad originally worked for Western Electric. I believe it was in the late 70's or mid-80's that Western Electric finally merged with, and became part of, AT&T. Dad did some overseas trips for the companies, but the bulk of his work was stateside. I said dad did work for the CIA, but I have no proof that he was literally employed by them. I knew him as a middleman between the CIA, KGB, Aryan Brotherhood (of which he was especially proud), local Mafia families, and so on. "Jack of all trades, master of none" they would have called him. I believe dad was traumatized as a child, and I have received venfications from family members on this. I do not know when his own programming started, but I did see others control him in hypnotic alter-states. His personality shifted drastically at such times. ( P. 156:) Dr. Black may have also been spelled Schwarz. I am very interested in finding out his real identity. He had tremendous influence on me in my childhood. Cisco Wheeler, I've been told, has said her father was known as Dr. Black. Someday I will ask her about it. Others have told me that he may have been Mengele. Yuch. I no longer feel love for Kissinger, only pity. I was still stockholming when I did the CKLN interview. Kissinger was open with me about being a Luciferian; most of what I learned about their beliefs, he taught me. I since learned that he is a member of the Lucis Trust, which started as Lucifer Publishing. Voila. I was told that the AOR was under the Ford Foundation, Rockefeller Foundation and Rothschilds. Again, I believed what they told me. I was brainwashed and could not separate what they told me from hard facts. All of the listed organizations, I had personal experience with one way or another. I could only share ftom my personal experience. I put out these names because again, I was trolling for verificafions. (P. 157:) Kissinger personally told me that Maitreya was going to be Lucis Trust's promo'd Christ. The "antichrist." I found out two years ago that Share International, which is connected to Lucis Trust, is the organization promoting Maitreya. Interesting verification. (P. 159:) My error: I did not receive the verification about the elixir of life from a book by Texe Marrs. I found it in a book about the occult and Nazism. I only found this out after I reviewed some of my papers months after the interviews with Keith took place. I forgot to tell him. (P. 160:) A programming location was not in Coffeesville. It was misspelled, and should be Cockeysville, MD. I said I was taken from a school there, and was transported to another area for classroom training and special hands-on training. I've had strong nagging memories that the school may have been at or near the Naval base in Annapolis (?). I have recovered many more memories of this spook school for children, I was told several months ago that a set of twin survivors have written about a spook school for kids; I haven't heard more about this, yet. Noone else has come forward with such information, to my knowledge. But with as many children as I ran into, there must be quite a few with this type of background. (P. 16 1:) I found out about Dr. Hammond's Greenbaum speech in 1994, through Daniel Ryder. That was three years after I recovered the information, internally. For me, Delta was ops programming. Kill/assassin training, conditioning and programming. This was probably my primary program. I have found numerous Delta alter-states, each trained and conditioned to do specific types of ops. Theta involves much more than "psychic killing." It includes just about everything psychic, including reading auras, psychic healing, etc. Angleton was my main teacher about Theta capabilities. He was very good at this subject. "Dot Purple" is incorrect. It should be "Dark Purple." (P. 164:) I am very relieved to see the millennium panic is over with. Most people have come back to the realization that there are many years ahead. The tribulation panic was a bust. Even Billy Graham has backed off from talking about it in such a gloomy way. That is a victory! Kissinger had talked about having Clinton assassinated, in my presence. I am very pleased to see that the "assassination" came in the form of Monica Lewinsky. I don't like to see anyone be killed. Not anymore. My memories were not contaminated, to my knowledge. I've only found one that was, and it was a result of reading some of Cathy O'Brien's material. (It's why I refuse to read Brice Taylor/Sue Ford's book.) Keith and I did not discuss how incredibly careful I was to document everything I could first about what I remembered, and then sit on it for years, and only then, after no more information came up, ask around about where I could get direct verifications on the specific memories. Even when I bought or checked a book about such a subject out of a library, I always looked at the index instead of skimming through the book. If the book didn't have an index, I didn't look at it. I looked for specific words (ie: Kissinger and Maitreya) and read only those chapters that explained what I had already remembered. I did this to protect my sanity, because there isn't much information in mainstream media about these subjects. I was told last week by a neuropsychologist that I also have damage to my right brain. I am not happy about this, but also am not surprised. Dad's notes were from a Sunday School class, not a philosophical self-help class. He made for a very weird Sunday School teacher. (P. 165:) Dad did not commit suicide. He could have given the circumstances, but he did not. I was forced to witness one of dad's covert "friends" make him unconscious, and then they had me help them clean out his file cabinets in his apartment while he was with at least one of the killers down in his rented second garage. Approx. two days later, the apartment manager and dad's criminal lawyer found his body in his Grand Prix. Official cause of death was carbon monoxide poisoning. I have since spoken to the coroners and told them what I remembered. I was advised that they would reopen the investigation if I could deliver proofs that dad had worked for the CIA. (This was odd, given that dad's body had been cremated and his ashes scattered.) I decided it was not in my best interest to give them more information, because if I was the only person I could prove was there, what was to keep them from saying I did it? I let them know I would not be giving them any more information. I've not gotten this far in my healing to be blamed for something I did not do. Witnessing his death was one of the most traumatizing things I ever experienced, and yet it unlocked my mental prison door. I don't know whether I'd rather off his killers or hug them. I hope this clears things up. Thanks again for sending the chapter to me. Katherine Sullivan Previous Things Are Gonna Slide! Operation Mongoose Air Crashes, Black Boxes, and Unsafety Boards Home | Order Steamshovel | Newsletter Signup | Link Tank | Contact Us The Latest Word | Offline Illumination | Things Are Gonna Slide! | Alt.Media | Ferment ------------------------------------------------------------------------ Copyright © 1999, 2000 Steamshovel Press. All Rights Reserved. rtic <A HREF="http://www.ctrl.org/">www.ctrl.org</A> DECLARATION & DISCLAIMER ========== CTRL is a discussion & informational exchange list. Proselytizing propagandic screeds are unwelcomed. Substance—not soap-boxing—please! 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