>I know it is very painful to not believed but we both know that is nothing new. Dont let that old pain silence you now. I want to hear your information, as do others here. That pain will never go away until you no longer care whether you are believed or not. The fact of life is that no matter what you say about any subject whatsoever, but especially about conspiracies, whether what you say is the truth or not, some people will believe you and some people wont. There is no way possible to convince everybody. It's a waste of time to try. It can't be done. If you do try, you set yourself up for inevitable disappointment and frustration. Besides, what do you care what a bunch of people you've never even met think? We're nothing but pixels on a screen. We're not worth getting upset about. The only person you really, really must convince is you yourself. You've already done that. So relax. Enjoy life. And stop worrying about what other people believe, especially us. It doesn't matter. And please don't be mad at us for doubting you. We doubt everybody, and with good reason. Every single day without exception we are lied to by somebody. We have no reason to trust you for the same reason that we have no reason to to trust anybody else, either. So don't take it personally. It's not about you. It's about trust. Trust is a very risky tactic. Surely you understand that by now. Stupid people believe. Smart people doubt. Wise up. Doubt more. Don't trust anyone. Don't expect to be trusted. Don't mind that that's the the world is right now. Then it won't bother you. Because that is most definitely the way the world is right now and to believe otherwise is delusional. It is extremely dangerous to allow oneself to become delusional. Delusional people are extremely vulnerable. Cold, hard realists are vulnerable, too, but a whole hell of a lot less so. At least we have a fighting chance. Delusional people are doomed. If you don't like the way the world is right now, the smartist course of action is not to pretend it is something it is not, but to change it into what it should be. This is a task best undertaken without delusions. It's difficult enough as it is without making it any worse. <A HREF="http://www.ctrl.org/">www.ctrl.org</A> DECLARATION & DISCLAIMER ========== CTRL is a discussion & informational exchange list. Proselytizing propagandic screeds are unwelcomed. Substance�not soap-boxing�please! These are sordid matters and 'conspiracy theory'�with its many half-truths, mis- directions and outright frauds�is used politically by different groups with major and minor effects spread throughout the spectrum of time and thought. That being said, CTRLgives no endorsement to the validity of posts, and always suggests to readers; be wary of what you read. CTRL gives no credence to Holocaust denial and nazi's need not apply. Let us please be civil and as always, Caveat Lector. ======================================================================== Archives Available at: http://peach.ease.lsoft.com/archives/ctrl.html <A HREF="http://peach.ease.lsoft.com/archives/ctrl.html">Archives of [EMAIL PROTECTED]</A> http:[EMAIL PROTECTED]/ <A HREF="http:[EMAIL PROTECTED]/">ctrl</A> ======================================================================== To subscribe to Conspiracy Theory Research List[CTRL] send email: SUBSCRIBE CTRL [to:] [EMAIL PROTECTED] To UNsubscribe to Conspiracy Theory Research List[CTRL] send email: SIGNOFF CTRL [to:] [EMAIL PROTECTED] Om
