HI. my name is Lana i am 19 years old I saw all your email addys on a message board about mind control and i was wondering if any of you could reply and help me. This is my story.... I AM IN THE SULTANATE OF OMAN AND I AM LIVING WITH MY FATHER WHO LIVES AND WORKS IN MUSCAT. I AM BRITISH AND HAVE LIVED IN THE MIDDLE EAST SINCE 1986. I MOVED TO THE UNITED KINGDOM IN 1998 TO PURSUE MY COLLEGE CERTIFICATE (A-LEVELS). MY PROBLEM ALL BEGAN IN SEPTEMBER WHEN I WAS ILL WITH THE FLU AT HOME IN UK I WAS LYING ON THE SOFA IN THE LIVING ROOM WHEN I HEARD VOICES FROM THE TV, THE FIRST WORDS I HEARD WERE ' HOW ARE WE EVER GOING TO MEET'.THIS AMERICAN MALE VOICE CLAIMED TO BE THAT OF A MAN CALLED JAMES FRANKS.I WAS EXTREMELY SUICIDAL AS THE VOICES CONTINUEUSLY TOLD ME TO KILL MYSLEF AND THAT I WAS WORTHLESS (AND SO ON).I KEPT HEARING VOICES FROM ALL ELECTRICAL APPLIENCES IN MY HOUSE IN UK. I TRIED TO GET AWAY FROM THE VOICES BY STAYING OUTSIDE BUT I REALISED THAT IT MADE ME FEEL EXTREMELY SICK AND I KEPT VOMITING, AND SO I WAS CONFINED TO THE LIVING ROOM FOR ABOUT TWO WEEKS. I WENT TO THE DOCTORS AND HE TOLD ME IT WAS JUST A BOUT OF FLU.AT THIS POINT OF TIMEI WAS ABOUT TO START UNI ON OCTOBER 2ND THIS YEAR. HOWEVER I WENT BACK TO MUSCAT OMAN TO STAY WITH MY FATHER FOR A WEEK BEFORE I WENT TO UNI IN ENGLAND. AS I WAS ON THE FLIGHT TO OMAN THE VOICE BECAME LOUDER AND LOUDER AND MADE ME FEEL EVEN WORSE IT KEPT SAYING 'IT LOVED ME SO MUCH'. I WAS SO AFRAID I THOUGHT SOMEBODY ON THE PLANE WAS TALKING TO ME. I STAYED IN MY HOUSE IN MUSCAT WITH MY FATHER AND IT WAS IN THE 5TH DAY OF BEING THERE THAT I COLLAPSED AND HAD A NERVOUS BREAKDOWN BECAUSE THE VOICE TORMENTED ME AND TOLD ME EVERYTHING THAT WOULD HURT MY EMOTIONS. I HAVE TO TELL U THAT AS I WAS ASLEEP I HEARS A WOMANS VOICE TALKING TO ME AND SHE WAS ASKING MY CONCIOUSNESS QUESTIONS ABOUT MY CHILDHOOD. THE MALE VOICE THEN BEGAN TO BRING UP PAINFULL MEMORYS SUCH AS MY RAPE ( IWAS ATTACKED IN 1999) AND OTHER PAINFULL EXPERIENCES IN MY LIFE. I HAS A NERVOUS BREAKDOWN AND WAS TAKEN TO A PSYCHIATRIST (WHO IS AN OMANI NATIONAL WHO DIOGNOSED ME WITH CLINICAL DEPRESSION) I WAS SEDATED EVERY DAY AS I WAS SO UPSET I WAS CRYING ALL THE TIME. I WAS PUT ON VENOLFLAXINE AND SLEEPING PILLS AND TRANQUIALIERS. THE MENTAL TORMENT CONTINUED WHILST BEING IN HOSPITAL I HAD A WALKMAN TO TRY TO GET RID OF THE VOICE OF THIS MAN BUT IT DID NOT HELP. I DECIDED THAT THE HOSPITAL COULD NOT HELP ME AND I LEFT. I THEN WENT HOME TO JUST LYE IN A BED AND FEEL SCARED. THE VOICES THEN BEGAN TO MAKE ME FEEL PAIN AND BEGAN TO TALK THROUGH ME FOR EXAMPLE WHEN I OPEN MY MOUTH I SPEAK HIS WORDS. I HEAR THINGS LIKE HIM KISSING ME AND OTHER THINGS WHICH I AM EXTREMELY EMBARRASED (OF A SEXUAL NATURE). HE CLAIMS TO SAY THAT HE 'LOVES ME LOTS AND HE WANTS TO HAVE MY CHILD' HE SAYS HES MOVED INTO MY HOUSE AND HE KEEPS TALKING OF GATES AND SATELITES. SINCE DAY 1 I HAVE ASKED, BEGGED, PLEADED, CRIED MY EYES OUT. NOBODY UNDERSTANDS ME AND EVERYONE AROUND ME THINKS I AM DEPRESSED. MY MOTHER IS QUITE INTO PARANORMAL AND LIVES IN MANCHESTER (UK) SHE WENT TO A PSYCHIC AND ASKED HIM IF HE COULD SEE ANYTHING. HE SAID HE SAW A SMALL MAN WITH A LIMP. HE ALSO SAID HE SAW STRAIGHT LINES GOING THROUGH MY HEAD WHICH MEANS MY PROBLEM IS NOT THAT OF MY OWN IT IS THAT OF AN ATTACK.HE CLAIMED THAT I WAS BEING ATTACKED BY A NEGATIVE ENTITY AND THAT I'D GET THROUGH IT. ( IM SO SORRY ABOUT MY SPELLING AND GRAMMER ITS JUST EXTREMELY HARD FOR ME TO CONCENTRATE AT HE KEEPS MAKING ME FEEL LATAHRGIC AND SICK). I MISSED THE BEGINNING OF TERM AT UNI SO I HAD TO TAKE A YEAR OUT. I AM ISOLATED IN MUSCAT AS THERE IS NOT MUCH TO DO HERE, MY FATHER IS AN ARAB AND DOES NOT UNDERSTAND. I AM ALONE IN MUSCAT AND I AM PLEADING FOR ANYBODY OUT THERE TO HELP ME IN ANY WAY THEY CAN. IN JULY THIS YEAR I WAS IN ANN ARBOUR MICHIGAN (WITH RELATIVES)AND I FOUND OUT THAT THE UNIVERSITY OF MICHIGAN WAS INTO THIS MIND CONTROL STUFF SO I HAVE NO IDEA. IM SO UNHAPPY,MISERABLE,LONELY, I JUST WANT TO KILL MY SELF IM SO UPSET I DONT KNOW WHAT ELSE TO SAY THIS IS MY ONLY VICE SO PLEASE HELP ME AS YOU ARE MY OLLY HOPE TO GETTING THROUGH THIS. THANKYOU FOR READING THIS EMAIL I KNOW ITS HARD TO FOLLOW BUT I CANT CONCENTRATE.. LANA ----------------------------------------------- FREE! The World's Best Email Address @email.com Reserve your name now at http://www.email.com
