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From: Sherry ([EMAIL PROTECTED])
Subject: 38 Years Ago a Child Died...Warning Intense....
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Date: 1997/10/31
It Seem's Like only yesterday i was a 2 year
old with a Big Sister Missy who was 3 for
such little Girl's we had been thru so so
much pain.
Missy and me would hold each others hand's
i seem to remember and try to comfort each
other after a night of pain and torture
Missy was the strong one she always helped
The best she could of someone who was only
Three.
Oct 31 1959 a night of Hell for Me
we thought it would be like last
year a night of screams pain and
fear
This year Misy is Dressed in White
my face is White with fear and hers
matches mine for we both know to
wear the white Gown means Death
to wear the white Gown means Sacerfice
to the one they call Master
The night began's and the Children are raped
and used by Members of the Shadow of the
Dark Star.
Midnight draws closer and closer and Missy
is Picked up by the Man in the Mask and she
screams and trys to fight in her 3 year old way
i scream Missy over and over and over till no
voice comes out as the Man from Hell
Drops my Sister in the Boiling Water She screams
and then its silence and all that is left of my Sister
is her Hair and then my mind splits and splits
and Many Many Come to help me for a child of
2 could not survive the pain and horror of that
night of Hell and years of pain to come but with
the help of all inside young and old im alive 38 years
later to face the Memories of The Hell of that Horror
night
This Night i will live over and over as the years roll
by untill someday Missy and Me will be together
and dance and shout
Sherry
Oct 31 1997
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From: sherry ([EMAIL PROTECTED])
Subject: Why Christmas Hurts "Warning explict"
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Date: 1997/12/19
Memories Of My 5th Christmas "Warning Intense"
Oh Santa came and i have all these toy's i say
so i play with my doll's and all my toy's all day
long and i think this is the best christmas yet
my five year old mind say's
forgetting the horror of my life for a little while
then night comes and Daddy come's into my
bedroom Princess come with daddy and we go
into his bedroom, Princess all those toys cost
lot's of money but Daddy Santa brought them to
me i say,well even Santa has to be paid!
Now Princess their will be someone comming
in here in just a min so u set on the bed like a good
girl and Daddy walk's out the Door!
in a little while the door opens and a strange man
comes in your such a pretty little thing he say's
wheres my Daddy i say, well im here now and you and
me our going to have alot of fun tonight! no i want my
Mommy i cry out! he grab's me puts me over his knees
and spank's me hard i cry and scream as he spanks harder
your bad little one as he hold's me down and un dress's me
their only one thing to do with bad little girl's as he pushes me on
my tummy my tiny body across pillows and starts putting a finger
up my tiny bottom i cry as he stretches me more and more
i feel him press something hard against the tiny hole
the pain as he forces his self in me
and scream as he goes from back
to front pain so great finally he finshes im on fire as he leaves
and more men come in and take turns all night long
but then someone joins me and helps take part of the pain
a little girl named Christmas so i go to my Love Boat where im
safe and Christmas stay's in my place
when its all over DR Tony a Sadistic DR comes and repairs
the damage and hurts me again
my Fifth Christmas i Was Made a Child Prostitute!
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M. F. Abernathy -- [[EMAIL PROTECTED]]
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