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Carol Rutz' '01 Conference Presentation

The Fourth Annual Ritual Abuse, Secretive Organizations and Mind Control
Conference -2001

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This transcript is from a presentation by Carol Rutz at The Fourth Annual
Ritual Abuse, Secretive Organizations and Mind Control Conference, August 10
- 12, 2001 at the DoubleTree Hotel in Windsor Locks, CT. Some of the topics
discussed may be triggering. The conference is educational and not intended
as therapy or treatment. All accusations are alleged. Our providing the
information below does not necessarily constitute our endorsement of it.

Carol Rutz is a survivor of Mind Control experimentation. She has attempted
to document through research and FOIA's material that validates her personal
experiences as well as other survivors. She is presenting these facts in a
book aimed at not only survivors, but health professionals and the general
public. Her topic is: "My story intertwined with documentation."

First Slide Joel 1: 2, 3 "Hear this, you elders; listen, all who live in the
land. Has anything like this ever happened in your days or in the days of
your forefathers? Tell it to your children, and let your children tell it to
their children, and their children to the next generation."

I would like to thank Neil for inviting me to participate in this conference
and also the cosponsors, Mothers Against Sexual Abuse, PARC-VRAMC, Inc.,
ACHES-MC and Many Voices. I feel very humbled to be addressing so many of my
fellow survivors as well as other interested parties here in attendance. All
statements that are not documented with source material available in my book
are alleged. Neil, I hope this will suffice, as I know I will forget to
continually say alleged while I'm speaking.

I don't expect to be able to give you all the documentation that I've found
in the time I have today to speak with you. I feel it is really important
that each of you knows that the 3 cd's with the Bluebird/Artichoke and
MKULTRA Documents are jammed packed with lots of good info, but you have to
wade through tedious hours of accounting notes to get to one savory tidbit. I
have only gone through a fraction of these documents and it is my hope that
some type of concerted effort could be made by survivors to systematically go
through and find the pertinent docs that will enhance our case as survivors.
If you aren't interested in ordering these from the CIA then you can got to
http://intellnet.org/mkultra/

They have most of them posted for your viewing online. I have brought some
hard copies of documents and they will be at my table for viewing for those
interested.

One other thing I would like to say about FOIA requests and denials. The
guidelines for the release of information of records thru the FOIA states:

"In processing a request, the Agency shall decline to confirm or deny the
existence or nonexistence of any responsive records whenever the fact of
their existence or nonexistence is itself classified under Executive Order
12958 or revealing of intelligence sources and methods protected pursuant to
section 103 ©(5) of the National Security Act of 1947. So they can deny that
any records exist on you or any other matter if they are still classified.

I'd like to start my presentation today by telling you a bit about my
background. I have DID. I am a multiple. I was a baby in diapers when the
first sexual abuse started. It began with my father and continued on with his
father. It was at the age of two that my mind felt the need to create my
first alter in order to handle the trauma from the continued abuse by him and
other family members. Before my third birthday the trauma from an initiation
and ritual performed by my grandfather in the presence of a large number of
other people forced another alter to be created. From that point on it seemed
to be standard operating procedure. Disassociation had become a way of life
for me to cope with tragedy. I had no control over it. It was my mind's way
of allowing me to stay sane when everything around me was totally insane and
out of control

To stay sane in an insane world, I continued to create new personas to cope
with severe and prolonged abuse. It was also the means by which the CIA chose
to assure my silence and create personas to use in their experiments. These
alters or personas were created by our government during systematic
experiments aimed at breaking my mind and creating a compliant slave.

Slide Two

The systematic destruction of Ego and Free Will

Power was obtained over Children and used to destroy their spiritual and
emotional growth. This was done so these men might defend and preserve their
own sick selves and their notions of right and wrong. Fragmentation of these
Children's minds was accomplished by using: Torture, Humiliation,
Degradation, Guilt and Emotional and sexual abuse. Experiments were laced
with drugs, radiation, hypnosis, ECT and in some cases stereotaxic equipment.

A CIA document from January 1950 on Drugs and Electricity says,

"Research work on the use of electric shock and the encephalograph in
interrogation. Particular emphasis on the detection of prior use of electric
shock and the 'guaranteed amnesia' resulting from it."

In another document from 1952 a certain doctor is being asked,

"Have you ever had any experience with drugs? A: Yes, many times. I worked
with doctors using Sodium Amytal and Pentathol and have obtained hypnotic
control after the drugs were used. In fact, many times the drugs were used
for the purpose of obtaining hypnotic control."

Another document from 1952 talks about Sodium Amytal and Pentathol being
effective truth drugs if administered under competent medical direction.

Slide 3

"Precautions must be taken not only to protect operations from exposure to
enemy forces but also to conceal these activities from the American public in
general. The knowledge that the Agency is engaging in unethical and illicit
activities would have serious repercussions in political and diplomatic
circles and would be detrimental to the accomplishment of its mission."

CIA Inspector General in assessing the benefits of Mind Control Research

A declassified document from 1957 talks about the difficulty they have had in
obtaining expert services and facilities to conduct their tests and
experiments. It says,

"Some of the activities are considered to be professionally unethical and in
some instances border on the illegal. These difficulties have not been entire
ly surmounted but good progress is being made."

My alters hid this knowledge from me until ten years ago when I first started
having flashbacks and memories. I was frightened, scared, and totally
horrified when this began. I had only been married for 4 years to this gentle
soul who has supported me through this very difficult healing journey. I had
previously been married to a physically, emotionally, and sexually abusive
man since I was 17. He was not unlike my dad. After 18 years and three
children, I was able to finally break free. A high profile management job,
which consumed most of my time and energy, left little time for anything
other than survival. It was only after I felt safe and accepted in my
marriage to Steve that my unconscious allowed the long held secrets to
surface.

The nature of my memories included incest, ritual abuse, and government
experimentation. I want to make clear that many of these memories and my
multiplicity became known to me before I ever started therapy. I hate it that
the FMSF'ers have such a field day with all of us. Having been threatened by
my dad to be institutionalized if I ever revealed what was being done to me,
the last thing I wanted to do was seek help in dealing with what I was sure
would get me locked up and deemed crazy. How could I have people living
inside my body? How could many of the things I remembered have happened and
how could I possibly understand it, let alone share it with a stranger? It
seemed I had no choice if I was to understand and cope with life as a
multiple to seek help.

I was so sure, that I could rush this healing experience. I don't know that I
could have stayed for the endurance if I would have known how long it really
takes to heal the fragmentation of a mind. I'm certainly glad I did and it
has been more than worth the time, money and tears, so anyone who is DID and
fairly new to this healing process, give yourself time and ask for Help, and
don't stop asking.

Over time, while living through the abreactions, memories, flashbacks etc, I
began to feel and understand the true nature of what had happened to me. I am
still working at owning it personally, as this is the only path I have found
to integrate each separate part and free myself from the fear that had
plagued me my entire life. It's really horrendously painful work, and I
applaud every single survivor in this room who faces this challenge every
day. Only by taking this one step at a time, can sanity be preserved. The
healing entails taking all of this horror back in and realizing it was really
"Me". Not 50 or 150 different people, as it seems when you are fragmented,
but Me, one person. One of the things that helps me now is to look at
pictures of myself at different ages when the abuse was going on. I'd like to
briefly flash these on the screen so that each survivor in the audience might
also think of yourself in terms of a small innocent child, not worthy of the
ugliness perpetrated against you.

Slide 4

The middle picture at age 4 was taken in the fall after I believe I was taken
by Allen Dulles and Sidney Gottlieb for experiments for the first time.

Journaling, drawing and painting when I first became coconscious was a way I
allowed my alters to speak. I realized later in my quest for the truth, much
of this same material would validate my personal experiences.

I think it is important to document for you the clear pattern of experiments
performed on children before I go into my own personal experience.

Slide 5-10

Fernald School-Young male children who were institutionalized at the Fernald
School in Massachusetts were fed radioactive cereal in the 1940s and 1950s.

Willowbrook State School-Dr. Saul Krugman of New York University conducted
studies of hepatitis during the 1950s and 1960s on the severely mentally
retarded .

Nasal Radium Irradiation-1948-54. 582 third graders in the Baltimore public
schools.

Vanderbilt University Hospital - 1945-49 at Prenatal Clinic - 829 pregnant
women given a "cocktail " laced with radioactive iron.

D.C. Children's Center in Laurel in a section called the District Training
School in the 60's-Retarded children were used as human guinea pigs for both
private industry and the government.

University of Tennessee Memphis - 1954 seven male infants between 2 and 3
days old were injected intravenously with I-131.

Harper Hospital in Detroit - 1954 sixty-five premature infants included in a
study of the uptake of iodine-131. Seven full-term infants were used for the
control group.

Clinton Elementary school in Minneapolis 1953. Spraying of microorganisms
either alone or in combination with the zinc cadmium sulfide by the Army.

Los Alamos Scientific Laboratory - 1959 sixty-six subjects including one
pregnant woman and four children evaluated for the retention of radioactive
Iron 59.

University of Nebraska College of Medicine 1960 Twenty-eight infants ingested
radioactive iodine through a gastric tube. In 1963 twenty-five infants at the
University of Iowa in Iowa City, who were less than 36 hours old, had
radioiodine administered either orally or by intramuscular injection.

University of Rochester-1963 cows fed iodine 131 and then milk given to
people ranging in age from six years to 50 years, seven were less than 21
years old.

In the 60's and 70's Stereotaxic Surgery--Alan Scheflin reports on some of
the children who received this brain surgery. He says one young boy would
sneak away from home, and crawl underneath an automobile in order to smell
the oil. Two groups were as young as two and four years old when the surgery
took place for "violent behavior."

I will be expounding on this with pictures a little later, but it is brain
surgery that enables a surgeon to destroy brain cells if he so desires. As
you can see, there was a clear pattern of using innocent children who had no
way of protecting themselves.

Slide 10

Karen Coleman Wiltshire--John Hopkins Harriet Lane Home for Invalid
Children-1961 through 1970

Norwegian children-Suit against the CIA, the Norwegian Army and
pharmaceutical companies for using 10 war children in 50s and 60s' in
experiments with LSD and Mescaline.

Karen Coleman Wiltshire attended several public forums with the Department of
Defense as a representative of ACHES and was outspoken on behalf of survivors
on each occasion. She too, was one of the very few who was able to obtain her
medical files from John Hopkins proving her experimentation.

Karen's father worked for the Applied Physics Lab at Johns Hopkins. She
obtained her files through sheer persistence, help from the almighty, and a
mistake by a clerk who was not supposed to give the information out. Karen
said they transported her to Washington, Maryland and Virginia, to military
and government labs by private ambulances, military cars, and yellow school
buses. She alleged her experiments took place from 1961 through 1970. Karen
related to me that she was kept in the Harriet Lane Home for Invalid Children
at John Hopkins where there were wards of children. Her parents had been told
she was being treated for a heart defect. She said when they would come to
visit; she would be put in a private room with her belongings in order for it
to appear as though she had been there all along. When her parents left, they
returned her to the ward where she said she believed they did LSD, ECT, and
other strange experiments. One of these she explained was to be trained to
eliminate emotions and feelings by using assorted torture and other
techniques. This sounds very much like the mind control technique I believe
was used on me by the CIA and other branches of the government.

Karen was responsible for spurring me on to obtain information through FOIA
requests that would help me validate my memories. She was always banging on
doors, persistent to get the truth out, especially when she found out there
were so many other kids who were used as human guinea pigs. The Department of
Energy had told her she was the only one, but she said that Pentagon sources
had personally told her they "didn't want our stories out at any cost. The
plan was to pay off a few token victims and blow the rest off." Karen did not
live to see any of us receive validation or vindication.

On April 5, 1999 Karen made a presentation on behalf of ACHES entitled ETHICS
before the National Institute of Health's' Bioethics Group. She died on April
23, 1999 after doing exhaustive investigation of DOD experiments on human
beings. I am sure more child survivors like Karen will begin coming forward
once the public becomes aware of these abuses.

Now that I have established the clear pattern of children being used as human
guinea pigs, I would like to share with you my own search for the truth. As
an alleged survivor of CIA programs Bluebird/Artichoke and MKULTRA, I began
my intense search to document some of the mind control experiments that I
became part of, starting at the tender age of four. The CIA bought my
services from my grandfather in 1952. Over the next twelve years, I was
tested, trained, and used in various ways. Electroshock, drugs, hypnosis,
sensory deprivation, and other insidious types of trauma were used to make me
compliant and split my personality. Because I had already become dissociative
from the incest and ritual abuse, our government decided they may be able to
take it a step further and actually create alters of their own. They in fact
did just that. I became a human experiment-- part of their search for a way
to take control of the mind and create alters to do their bidding--Manchurian
Candidates is an appropriate term.

Dr. Colin Ross documents in Bluebird: Deliberate Creation of Multiple
Personality by Psychiatrists, those doctors who were working under MKULTRA
government contracts for the specific purposes of breaking the mind and
rebuilding it.

The alters created within me for use by our government were of several
different types. One was trained to use the " RED FIRE." The Red Fire was the
energy stored away during trauma, the hatred, and fear that accumulated over
the years each time I was assaulted, experimented on etc. I was taught how to
access this energy and use it to psychically kill. One child alter was
trained sexually in order to compromise men of power so they could be
blackmailed at a later date. Another was created and told it was a robot to
store information. Many survivors speak of similar types of programming.

Through a series of FOIA requests to various departments of the government,
and exhaustive research, I have amassed an incredible amount of material that
I feel validates my personal experiences.

In a document dated November 21, 1951 approximately 7 months before I believe
I was first experimented on, the CIA proposed a three to five year outside
research project to search for exceptionally gifted individuals who could
obtain both perfect and scattered ESP test performance. Since I displayed
psychic abilities, they trained an alter to use these abilities in a way they
hoped would benefit the agency.

The CIA made sure that this project would never be made known. The document
says,

"It would be necessary to be exceedingly careful about thorough cloaking of
the undertaking. I would not want anyone here in the deleted except deleted
and myself to know about it . . .. Funds necessary for the support of the
work would carry no identification and raise no questions."

Here we clearly see the compartmentalization and secrecy used for these
experiments.

It is my belief, that these studies done in secrecy for ten years became the
foundation for the ESP experiments under MKULTRA Subproject 136.

One of the documents specifically stated that experimental studies of the
postulated abilities of a few specially gifted subjects would be conducted.
It also says,

"That in working with individual subjects, special attention will be given to
disassociative states which tend to accompany spontaneous ESP experiences.
Such states can be induced and controlled to some extent with hypnosis and
drugs . . . The data used in the study will be obtained from special groups
such as psychotics, children and mediums . . ."

The document continues, "Learning studies will be instituted in which the
subject will be rewarded or punished for his overall performance and
reinforced in various ways-by being told whether he was right, by being told
what the target was, with electric shock etc." The proposal then goes on to
say, "In other cases drugs and psychological tricks will be used to modify
his attitudes. The experimenters will be particularly interested in
disassociative states, from the abaissement de niveau mental, to multiple
personality in so-called mediums; and an attempt will be made to induce a
number of states of this kind, using hypnosis."

My heart practically stood still the day that I read this. It described
perfectly what I had remembered and journaled when I was taken in 1952 at
four years of age from my grandfathers home, and delivered to Sidney Gottlieb
of the CIA, Dr. Noe and Dr. Black. Something significant to note here is the
following statement taken from a declassified CIA Document dated 11/26/51,
"Every effort should be made never to identify members of the Artichoke team
by their true names in the presence of or in the hearing of the subject.
Artichoke team members will use fictitious names in carrying out the
Artichoke techniques."

So many of us have remembered the same alias's being used, and now we have a
clear reason for it. ORDERS FROM HEADQUARTERS.

A Dr. Noe was named in a declassified document from Edgewood Arsenal, MD. Dr.
Noe coauthored a publication for the chemical Corps in 1949 entitled "Some
relationships of structure to biological activity in the nitrogen mustards
and related compounds." I am still waiting on an appeal of a FOIA request to
obtain more information on Dr. Noe.

These doctors, and I use that term loosely, were looking for children who had
the ability to disassociate from reality for projects Artichoke and Bluebird.
This was obviously continued under several MKULTRA projects, but a document
from MKULTRA Subproject 43 which was a combination of drugs, hypnosis and
sensory deprivation says,

"Experiments involving altered personality function as a result of e
nvironmental manipulation (chiefly sensory isolation) have yielded promising
leads in terms of suggestibility and the production of trance-like states.
There is reason to believe that environmental manipulations can affect the
tendencies for dissociative phenomena."

Sensory Deprivation wasn't used on me till later in my training, the first
few days they used truth serum as well as electric shock to identify the
alters currently residing within me. They then proceeded to create new alters
for their own nefarious purposes. I believe Sidney Gottlieb used hypnosis,
and electric shock to open my mind and find my baby part. He then bonded me
to him, saying "I am your mammer and your papper. You love only me, and I am
the only one who loves you. I feed you and hold you, and you are mine alone."

Our Baby part grew to love and depend on "Daddy Sid" as her only source of
love and nourishment. He even bottle fed me to reinforce this. From that day
forward, a deep bonding took place with Dr Sidney Gottlieb, Directorate of
Operations of the Technical Services Staff (TSS) of CIA in charge of their
behavioral program through MKULTRA. No matter what experiment he was to make
me a part of, I would love and remain loyal to the man who my baby alter
considered sole supplier of the basics of life, food and love. When he died
in 1999, my programming immediately started to deteriorate. It was very
difficult to manage and allow the opposing feelings of love and hate for this
man. Part of me loved him as a father and other parts of me felt hatred and
contempt.

Another very poignant declassified document from 1954 says,

Slide 11

"At all times when subjects were being hypnotized CD representative (Dr.
Gottlieb or Major deleted) was present. His presence served a double purpose
of reassurance to the subject and observation of technique for possible later
exploitation."

In a memo dated six months before I was first used in experiments, Bluebird
states

"Practical--Not theoretical research be conducted and carried out. The nature
of this research to include 20 specific problems."

Slide 12

Here are a Few

2. Can we in a matter of an hour, two hours, one day, etc., induce an H
condition in an unwilling subject to such an extent that he will perform an
act for our benefit? (Long range).

4. Could we seize a subject and in the space of an hour or two by post-H
control have him crash an airplane, wreck a train, etc.? (Short, immediate
activity)

5. Can we by SI and H techniques force a subject (unwilling or otherwise) to
travel long distances, commit specified acts and return to us or bring
documents or materials? Can a person acting under post-H control successfully
travel long distances?

7. Can we guarantee total amnesia under any and all conditions?

8. Can we "alter" a person's Personality? How long will it hold?

10. Can we detect SI and H by use of SI and H (regression)?

12. Can we devise a system for making unwilling subjects into willing agents
and then transfer that control to untrained agency agents in the field by use
of codes or identifying signs or credentials?

13. How long can we sustain a post-H suggestion-unaided-with reinforcement?

20. Can we, while a subject is under SI and H control, show them a map and
have them point out specific items, locations, etc., on the map? Can we also
have them make detailed drawings, sketches, plans? Could any of the above be
done under field conditions and in a very short space of time?

[1] SI - there is no mention of what it stands for in document, although it
appears to stand for Sleep Induction if you refer to #17. H stands for
Hypnosis. Another CIA Document from 1951 says

"Our work and the work of others indicate that there is a strong possibility
that total amnesia or an almost total amnesia will follow the use of our
technique as a general rule."

To use a child to investigate these possibilities I find so morally
reprehensible, that I have a difficult time fathoming how anyone could even
consider using children. They Did!!!! I am but one of the many children who
were the CIA's convenient experimental subjects. Because of our youth and the
severe traumatization we were put through, these men felt we would never tell
our stories; and if we did, they felt we would never be believed.

Slide 13

I would like to show you some pictures of some of the people employed under
MKULTRA, who carried out experiments of sensory deprivation, mind control and
the like. History will judge which are guilty of Abuse of Power. The hard
copies will be available to look at after the presentations for anyone who is
interested.

Unfortunately I don't have any young pictures of Gottlieb, who was in his
30's in 1952. Allen Dulles with the pipe, head of CIA and whom I believe to
be Sidney's cohort in crime. A declassified document from 1957 talks about
the difficulty they have had in obtaining expert services and facilities to
conduct their tests and experiments. It says,

"Some of the activities are considered to be professionally unethical and in
some instances border on the illegal. These difficulties have not been
entirely surmounted but good progress is being made."

Slide 13 - 16 Perps pics

Experience has shown that qualified, competent individuals in the field of
pharmacological, physiological, psychiatric and other biological sciences are
most reluctant to enter into signed agreements of any sort which connect them
with this activity since such a connection would jeopardize their
professional reputations.

Dr. Wilder Penfield last picture seen and Dr. Ewen Cameron were both well
respected Canadian Doctors. I believe I was to experience both of them and
their expertise in mind control.

Slide 17

This is a Picture I drew of a Mounty. In 1992 before having any personal
knowledge of MKULTRA, Dr. Ewen Cameron, or Wilder Penfield, I painted a
picture of a Royal Canadian Mounted Police Officer driving a buggy. I had no
idea at the time what it meant, just that it was extremely important. I often
drew and painted scenes from my abuse without knowing their meanings till
such time as my alters revealed the information. In an affidavit presented to
the lawyers for the Canadian survivors of Dr. Ewen Cameron's brainwashing
experiments, Dr. Omond M. Solandt, Chairman of the Canadian Defense Research
Board from 1947 through 1956, sheds light on my memories of the RCMP. He was
prepared to testify that during the 1950's the United States Central
Intelligence Agency had a resident representative at the United States
Embassy in Ottawa who was publicly introduced as such. The CIA representative
was liaison with the RCMP. The RCMP made formal information exchanges with
the CIA, and the CIA and Canada exchanged all research information of mutual
interest working in Canada, including the CIA.

Slide 18

Upper Left is the Allen Memorial Institute of Psychiatry, McGill University
in Montreal, CA, where Dr. Donald Ewen Cameron worked. The Rockefeller
Foundation had funded it in 1943. Picture next to it is the stables that were
converted to a behavioral laboratory and housed a box for sensory deprivation
experiments by Leonard Rubenstein, Cameron's assistant. This lab was directly
behind The Allen M. Inst.

The Montreal Neurological Institute, lower right was also academically
affiliated with McGill University and located on its campus. Penfield and
Hebb both worked there. The Rockefeller Foundation funded it with $1,232,000
and it was opened in 1934 and Penfield was hired to run it. Braehead, lower
left was donated to McGill university in 1944, and faculty lived in it as
well as Purvis Hall which was connected by a passageway. Braehead is where I
was kept while some of the experiments took place in Montreal.

Slide 19

Rockefeller Foundation worksheet Before I elaborate on my experiences with
Dr. Cameron and Dr. Penfield, I would like to show some interesting
connections between them and the rest of the players in these experiments.

Unable to reproduce this slide into text format.

That it was Fort Detrick's Special Operations Division that initiated the
secret contracts with the New York State Psychiatric Institute is significant
because the division was established with CIA assistance for the exclusive
purposes of devising biological weapons that, according to CIA documents,
could be targeted "at individuals for the purposes of affecting human
behavior with the objectives ranging from very temporary minor disablement to
more serious and longer incapacitation to death." This statement according to
H. P. Albarelli Jr. and John Kelly who have an upcoming book "A Terrible
Mistake: The Murder of Frank Olson and the CIA's Cold War Experiments".

Slide 20

Edgewood Arsenal was Part of Fort Detrick's Special Operations Division.

The "History of Edgewood Arsenal," published in 1965 cites:

In 1954 the Medical Research Laboratory was staffed with an abundance of
highly qualified personnel.  There were 32 college educated officers, 12 of
which were medical doctors from some of the country's best medical schools, 3
of the officers held PhD's, and 1 was both a Ph.D. and an MD.  of the 130
enlisted scientific and professional personnel (ESPP) assigned, 128 held
college degrees, 55 held Master of Science degrees, and 11 were Ph.Ds. The
117 civilian employees ranged in grade from GS-7 to GS-17 and included
numerous Ph.D.s and MDs from such leading universities as: Harvard Medical
College, University of Munich, University of Pennsylvania, Johns Hopkins
University, Princeton University, Cambridge, Duke, University of Berlin,
Columbia, Cornell, and Stanford.  In addition to its own select staff, the
Medical Laboratories had continuous imput from the private sector of medical
research in the form of contractual arrangements, chemical and medical
advisory councils, industrial liaison, and published literature.

Slide 21-

Pictures and drawings:

I was to undergo sensory deprivation in a box after being given a shot of
curare, before these procedures took place. I believe the Mountain drawing is
of Mount Royal in Montreal. Montreal Neurological Institute on McGill campus
is upper left and the drawing is self explanatory. The reason I show it is to
show how a mind retains information even through extreme trauma.

A CIA document on The Study of Dissociated States, it says,

Slide 22 "Experiments involving altered personality function as a result of
environmental manipulation (chiefly sensory isolation) have yielded promising
leads in terms of suggestibility and the production of trance-like states.
There is reason to believe that Environmental Manipulations can affect the
tendencies for Dissociative phenomena."

Slide 23- Whole Body Counter from Los Alamos National Laboratory, circa 1958,
which is like the one in the previous drawing. My alters originally described
this as sleeping beauty's casket.

Slide 24 This is Stereotaxic surgery being performed. Prior to finding these
pictures of actual machines I made this drawing. In one of the experiments I
was forced to lie on a table with my head immobilized. While I was awake I
believe Dr. Wilder Penfield inserted an electrode into the sleeve guides that
were already imbedded in my head before I got to Canada. They were invented
by John Lilly and used on animals while he worked for the National Institute
of Health (NIH). I believe Dr. Penfield probed my brain and someone in the
room recorded what was being said. Penfield said that my brain was like a
tape recorder and he just needed to take me back in time. He did this by
touching different spots of my brain. They kept recording the memories
induced from images in my past, and later I believe Sidney Gottlieb of the CIA
 used them for future programming sessions.

Slide 25- Experiment that I believe was performed by D. Ewen Cameron with Sid
Gottlieb and others.

Top Left picture is a Positron Emitter Detector, circa 1962. It is an early
version of the PET scan now in use. Bottom left picture is a positron emitter
detector 1965 from Brookhaven. These used Radioactive isotopes to attach to
glucose and oxygen, which are the fuels for the brain. They are then tagged
and collected by a computer. In my case the CIA was identifying different
personas within specific areas of my brain while a programming session was in
progress. As each alter was being programmed, detectable energy flashes were
being picked up and a recording was made. This also assured the doctors that
they indeed were working with different parts of my personality, separate and
apart from the me that they would eventually reawaken. This part returned to
"normal" living with no knowledge of any of the events that had taken place
during the programming sessions. The PET scan produces images of how living
brain cells work collectively to retrieve memories and form words--in short
the physics of thinking. During the 80's Stargate, a remote viewing project
that was done at Ft. Meade, used binaural beat tones that changed the brain
waves through earphones. Perhaps the technology they used was derived from
these experiments done in the 60's on people like me and others in this room.
Lower right is a portable ect unit which many of us became intimately
acquainted with.

Slide 26 Some survivors have drawn pictures similar to these machines. Upper
Right is a whole body counter circa 1964. Lower Right is a Rotational scanner
to detect the quantity and distribution of radiation in the body. Upper Left
is a Mobile whole body counter. Lower left is a body counter from fifties.

Slide 27 This picture completely mystified me until I read a news article
about an implant that amplifies brain signals, which are then transmitted to
a laptop computer through an antenna-like electronic coil on the head.
Researches at Emory University implanted a tiny implant, the size of the tip
of a ballpoint pen into a patient's brain, which allowed the patient to
express his thoughts with words, through the use of a voice synthesizer.

Many of the experiments performed on me were done to heighten and use ESP,
Remote Viewing and the energy of the mind. An April 1972 document says,

"It may be worth considering that psychokinesis occurs via an energy
'exchange' or communication between the experimenter and the object." Then a
P.S. is added explaining why it is so difficult to obtain information on this
subject through FOIA requests. The P.S. says, "Would like to file with Plant
Sensors File."

My book contains many examples of this and supporting documentation. I have
not spoken about experiments done in the Appalachian Mts or those done by Dr.
Black. Time would not permit for my entire life history to be repeated here
nor could your stomachs handle it. There is information on people involved in
"The Shadow Government" and importation and usage of Nazi's as well as
documentation on RADIATION, BIOLOGICAL and Chemical experiments.

I'd like to end by putting up the last two slides

Slide 28

In a 1964 report on MKULTRA programs and participants, the use of children is
made quite clear in response to the following,

"Have CIA personnel conducted experiments involving human subjects other than
the experiment that involved R Frank Olsen an at least three other persons?

ORD (Office of Research and Development):

The one instance in which ORD personnel have been directly involved in
conducting experiments with human subjects occurred in Orlando, Florida
during December 1964. The subject allegedly had transdermal optical
perception. The tests were observed by a contractor under a classified
association contract, which had been funded through the (deleted) Fund. In
addition to the contractor, the subject's father was present during all
testing. No drugs were used. With this one exception, all ORD sponsored
research involving human subjects has been conducted by contractors."

Slide 29

"Most people occasionally stumble over the truth, but pick themselves up and
continue on as if nothing had ever happened."

 Winston Churchill

"All truth passes through three stages. First, it is ridiculed. Second it is
violently opposed. Third it is accepted as being self-evident."

Arthur Schopenhauer

Thank you all for your attention: Are there any questions?

Carol's web site is at : http://www2.dmci.net/users/casey

Reviews of : "A Nation Betrayed: Secret Cold War Experiments Performed On Our
Children and Other Innocent People"

Rutz's book walks us through her horrifying journey of experimentation and
training by her CIA torturers beginning at the age of four as part of the
government sanctioned Bluebird/Artichoke and MKULTRA Projects. Using
electroshock, drugs, hypnosis, sensory deprivation, and insidious trauma, our
government performs Mind Control experiments on her and other innocent
children. The objective is creation of a Manchurian Candidate-a sleeper
assassin-as well as instilling skills in ESP and remote viewing.

Dr. Pamela Monday who has personally worked with over 50 mind control
survivors says, "I want you to know that your book is the best of any I have
seen written by a survivor. It is scholarly, and expertly documented and
footnoted. Your book will convince many who, up until now, are skeptics or
downright unbelievers. You have done an outstanding job."

A Nation Betrayed also shows how our own tax dollars paid doctors and
hospitals to conduct Cold War research with chemical and biological warfare
materials and radiation. Testimony by survivors of this abuse along with
expert documentation leaves no doubts that a government's fear of communism
created the atmosphere of no holds barred .

Eleanor White, P.Eng., Technical Advisor, Citizens Against Human Rights Abuse
(International) says, "Carol's book, and I mean really just the cover, is so
effective in engaging public attention that it is the publicity equivalent of
"packin' heat!! Besides the pubic, it should be equally effective in
persuading friends and family that what you are going through is not
illusion. Can't recommend carrying a copy enough. By comparison with another
top-notch source book on the MKULTRA atrocities, Search for the Manchurian
Candidate by John Marks, you could say that Manchurian Candidate is a good
image, while Carol's book is a much sharper image of the MKULTRA atrocities.
Carol's research is at least as extensive as Marks'."

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