On 07/11/2020 07:24 PM, Cecilia Tanaka wrote: > On Sat, Jul 11, 2020, 19:35 Mirimir <[email protected]> wrote: > >> On 07/11/2020 02:08 PM, Cecilia Tanaka wrote: >> >> Yeah, injuries often suck. But they're also useful feedback. And in a way, >> who we are is the sum of of our scars. > > > Yes, I learned to love all my scars, darling. All of them have a history, > and are important part of my past, of my life. I am still alive, and > promise I will keep myself alive for complete, being exactly who I am, > Mirimir.
:) >> I'm glad that you're feeling optimistic Ceci :) > > When I don't want to die, living is fascinating, my love. <3 That's how it works for me too. >> It's bad shit, with lots of nasty side effects. Basically it makes you >> crazy: tired, >> confused, aggressive, and suicidal. But don't just stop. That's also >> very dangerous :( > > > Are we talking about Z. H. messages, my love? Oh, please, stop. It's > disgusting. Several brain damages. No, I was just offering unsolicited advice :) > Don't worry, sweetie. You do need to consider two important facts that I > will tell you in private. Believe me, you do absolutely not need to worry > about my personal security in the moment. I am pretty healthy, pretty > sane, and pretty pretty, hahaha!! ;D > > (I am trying to make you laugh. Please, smile and/or laugh and relax!) Thanks :) > Hey, do you have news about Razer? I do love him and his bad mood... And > my lovely kitten is disappeared too. I am missing you, grarpamp. Meow, > meow... I confess I love you publicly. Come back, please. Nope. Or at least, I'm not sure. I don't have any news from anyone using that handle. But it's hard to tell who's who sometimes. >> Yeah, fermentation in sealed containers can be too exciting. >> > > There are little pieces of glass shining everywhere... And fermented > cabbage stinking more than my English, la la la... ;D Ouch. Glass splinters are not fun. >> Medical systems and pharmaceutical firms need better legal oversight, >> for sure. As you know from experience. > > > Unfortunately, I need to tell you disgusting things in private. :-/ OK :) > Oh, my parents do still not know about my next steps because... well, I do > love them more than my life, but I do absolutely not need people panicking > now. I do need peace and concentration for feeling pain, studying, > reading, writing, being a ghost writer again for paying accounts, > whatever... ;) Yes, parents must be protected. > And my mom thinks I can read these Japan's History Books easily because > they are 'Manga for Kids', available for free until 31, August... They are > written in Japanese only, Mirimir. :P > > <https://kids-km3.shogakukan.co.jp> Cute pictures ;) > Pretty cute and interesting, but she can't understand I don't have free > time enough now for a deep learning until the end of August, uff... First > of all, I need to learn Japanese again, only after learning more about > strange surgeries, hahaha!! ;D I don't trust surgeons. > I do love you, Mirimir. Keep yourself alive, please. I do need time and > "painkillers" that kill only the pain, not me, please. <3 <3
