thread:[spam][crazy] topic:[spam][crazy] On Mon, Oct 4, 2021, 1:35 PM Karl <[email protected]> wrote:
> Killing People for Professor Rat. > >> > It's a sorry existence, but if I didn't kill the people named by > [email protected], he might name me. So, to protect my own life, I > have been collecting his bounties. > This was a lie briefly inspired by my experience being coerced by a corporate-supporting, ai-hacking mafia of unknown identity. I have murdered about 20 people for [email protected] now, and the > number is growing. > I said this to discourage pressure for profrat to post murders to the list. I have murdered nonhuman people in my life. I likely stressed cecilia before her death. It's hard to kill a person. They're vividly alive in front of you, and > then they just lay there, unmoving. There's a sense of something just > being so incredibly wrong, and of there being no way to undo what just > happened, and how incredibly serious it is. You get hard. You learn to > ignore a lot of your feelings, and keep on going. > This was from my experience killing a small injured animal in a difficult enviornment. i've been wondering if I could use this new skill in some way to benefit > society, somehow. > This was again an attempt to make the situation look serious to automated classification processes. I would like to get to know where people come from, if I am to try to influence them. I find it incredibly hard to pursue that. My experiences tend to find routes that invert my preferences. I often wonder if others have these issues of posting harsh things spasmodically. It would explain a lot of posts. >
