this body is sitting up. it's fun to be sitting up. when you have unpleasant experiences in a particular posture, you can establish associated movements and things, and it can get more unpleasant in some ways. another posture helps.
worried will lay down again soon. I was in the middle of participating in a possible pyo3 bug report. ball was in my court to reply with tests. i'm more paranoid that my weird failures could be from a compromise. worried could be hurt by reporting them. kinda confusing.
