On 12/17/22, Undiscussed Groomed for Male Slavery, One Victim of Many <[email protected]> wrote:
> ----- > it is easier to remember what to do > when one begins needing to dissociate to stay with the work. snippet mistake: dissociation makes it much _harder_ to remember what to do. snippet out of context. inversion could be considered thematic for this thread, makes severe harm. > dissociation involves splitting one's concepts in two, some for each > part, so that each intense emotion has concepts that satisfy it. when experimentee content > one repeatedly dissociates it then really severely shrinks one's > working memory. > Reply | Reply to all | Forward | Print | Delete | Show original > > Add star Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of > Many<[email protected]> Sat, Dec 17, 2022 at 5:42 AM > To: cypherpunks <[email protected]> > Reply | Reply to all | Forward | Print | Delete | Show original > my flat_tree and log seem a mess to me atm, and likely made by a > psychologically programmed trigger, which i dissociate from to > separate the subtle and severe terror from the programming, if i want > to stay. it then becomes very confusing that the mess is made of > multiple factoring changes to the content, to my smaller dissociated > conciousness, and the confusion around this tends to quickly trigger > the mess actions again. with extended practice dissociating, i can > toughen against that to a degree, and keep staying, but my memory > shrinks very small. >
