Re: [draft][crazy] How I took down a blockchain as a visiting developer

[Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many]

- cut to the psychological part, the dissociated part of me that was
responding to my desire to use the chain by desiring to harm it,
retained a bug in my security fix and then kept me separate from the
project until after release and after the hardfork block number