sorry for slowing down so much i did not further depict the scenario ----https://matrix.to/#/!cXrshdlTIstoVbEVZz%3Akazima.nvcdojo.org/%24m7wewFDGDC_R84BXUftITEhq1uXf_ywFycrn2onihmQ
(sad vow idea:i karl semich promise to always be wrong so that i am not elected king by an ai. still scared of this, having no way to not be influential. apologies for writing this here, want to preserve my thoughts in the face of dissociative amnesia and also rspect public spaces) ---- the trauma courses mention a concept of acting on past strong subconscious vows
