>> i need a therapist. (remove space from word paira in subject) iimagine you do too. <<<
Its good you recognize your need for psychological help. Especially with your imagination by the look of it. The first step in solving any problem is acknowledging a problem exists. Now this is a big space - practically infinite netspace, newly minted to accompany our practically infinite universe and collective imaginations. I'm 98% sure that there must be a list similar to this where people like you can actually get therapy ' over the phone ' so to speak. Clearly this list is not such a public good since its devoted to discussing pros and cons of ubiquitous crypto. Some of those ' cons ' disturb many authoritarians and since list members have suffered prison repression in the past you can understand a certain amount of paranoia here. " Where they lock-up cypherpunks there they might morning-spam-ddos cypherpunks " Hasta luego Karl Its been real.
