Re: My Lable Label Non-Canon MCBoss Spinoffs

[Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many]

On 7/4/23, ilsa <ilsa.bartl...@gmail.com> wrote:
> Progressive spectral demylinization
>
> On Tue, Jul 4, 2023, 3:42 PM Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim &
> Survivor of Many <gmk...@gmail.com> wrote:
>
>> Ilsa, I just found your email. For some reason I hadn’t noticed it
>> earlier.
>>
>> Thank you for your story.
>>
>> The cypherpunks sadly don’t seem to be here much anymore. I have also
>> suffered significant cognitive problems and it’s part of what I am
>> posting when I post. It looks like some of the others have too. I’m
>> curious what the name of yours is. I don’t know the name of mine,
>> although often I make something up partly similar.
>>
>> I don’t want or plan to toy with or hurt you, but people have done
>> that to me and to people I have connected with, and I have a
>> dissociated identity that can sometimes try to do this. It’s reducing
>> strongly over time though. Generally I don’t think of the real
>> cypherpunks as harmful at all, especially nowadays, I don’t know of
>> course.
>>
>> Thank you for your kind words and thoughts.
>>
>> On 6/27/23, ilsa <ilsa.bartl...@gmail.com> wrote:
>> > Anthony is a cyberpunk who was a member of this group and told me that
>> > I
>> > would be interested in listening to and knowing what this group was
>> > doing
>> > and I've enjoyed it for 20 years He was a real genius and he was my
>> > kind
>> > friend he'd answer all of my digital questions things I couldn't
>> understand
>> > and fix and he did everything for me that he could He wanted me to
>> continue
>> > my work of helping people so I didn't have to worry about viruses and
>> > problems. An angel is coming to help me go through my my paperwork and
>> > eventually I will write a book but that's why Anthony papillon came
>> > into
>> my
>> > life Yeah He was my friend he died of diabetes a couple years ago and I
>> > miss him terribly He's the person that brought me to the cyberpunks and
>> > I've enjoyed it immensely I'm 78 years old and because of my cancer
>> > they
>> > miss my breast and shot my brain and so I have a neurodegenerative
>> disease
>> > you know progressive I'll always get worse until somebody comes and
>> > discovers a cure This is the first time I've had any kind of
>> > conversation
>> > with a cyberpunk I hope I'm not in danger
>> >
>> > On Mon, Jun 26, 2023, 11:17 AM Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim &
>> > Survivor of Many <gmk...@gmail.com> wrote:
>> >
>> >> On 6/24/23, Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
>> >> <gmk...@gmail.com> wrote:
>> >> > ilsa,
>> >> >
>> >> > On 6/24/23, ilsa <ilsa.bartl...@gmail.com> wrote:
>> >> >> ilsa is here listening
>> >> >>
>> >> >> I did not properly remember your flurry of emails because I was
>> >> >> warned,
>> >> >> as
>> >> >> a naive innocent, that some of the cypher punks might toy with me
>> >> >> in
>> a
>> >> >> way
>> >> >> that I would not be able to protect myself ever. God bless Anthony,
>> >> >> for
>> >> >> more than 15 years He was fun. So if you want to chitchat again I'd
>> be
>> >> >> mighty delighted
>> >>
>> >> I’m trying out saying this: I don’t understand; what do you mean?
>> >> I might also say these: I don’t think it is the cypherpunks doing
>> >> that. Who is Anthony?
>> >>
>> >> >
>> >> > What are you interested in talking about?
>> >> >
>> >> > I'm having some spasmodic experiences, but I appreciated your
>> >> > attempts
>> >> > to send me positivity. I'll stop spamming right now.
>> >> >
>> >> >>
>> >> >> On Sat, Jun 17, 2023, 12:56 PM Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One
>> >> >> Victim
>> >> >> &
>> >> >> Survivor of Many <gmk...@gmail.com> wrote:
>> >> >>
>> >> >>> On 6/17/23, ilsa <ilsa.bartl...@gmail.com> wrote:
>> >> >>> > Delightful
>> >> >>> >
>> >> >>> > On Sat, Jun 17, 2023, 12:19 PM Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One
>> >> >>> > Victim
>> >> >>> > &
>> >> >>> > Survivor of Many <gmk...@gmail.com> wrote:
>> >> >>> >
>> >> >>> >> > knock on the window and beg to be let in, arms so tired
>> >> >>>
>> >> >>> i’m tired of being nasty
>> >> >>>
>> >> >>> i need help that i haven’t found
>> >> >>>
>> >> >>> yet, everyone wants to help, and i help myself.
>> >> >>>
>> >> >>> many others here need help too.
>> >> >>>
>> >> >>> when i first started posting on this list i wanted to add
>> positivity.
>> >> >>>
>> >> >>> [i sent a flurry of emails to ilsa prior to this]
>> >> >>>
>> >> >>
>> >> >
>> >>
>> >
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