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life as a too-dissociated experience eventually comes down to a
primary pair of challenges:
1. accurately and fairly judging or choosing things
2. acting effectively on these judgements and choices
usually #1 is driven by the tiny areas of #2 that are available [and i
find ways to move the spaces available to #2 here and there to direct
my life at larger scale a little]
as i get more practice doing hard things, but {}{} ---
-- anyway, the idea of holding 1 and 2 together seems interesting, and
some things have succeeded in response to practice (although a strong
rep atm is reporting this unlikely to succeed here).
sometimes i can really force #1 out around a topic of choice, but when bl
