On 10/12/23, Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many <[email protected]> wrote: > when i went crazy there was a neuromodulator in me > ummm something me and the bad part could 'engage' > that would make things get learned or unlearned really fast > or things synchronize or desynchronize with each other really fast > > probably i don't have that now because it was so dangerous, who would > want something that some other part of you would quickly misuse if you > had??
it was a learning bit. i could only use it a little. it was really important! then the bad part went spastic with it and pulled it from me so i couldn't use it. i could only use it a little anyway we had a community of cells that stewarded it, but we trusted each other bad part misbehaves, so weird
