noting that my betterhelp therapist just sent me a message, which is very rare. i’ve canceled betterhelp because they hiked the price. it’s very hard to visit the therapist.
On Thu, Dec 7, 2023 at 20:37 Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many <[email protected]> wrote: > “trashh, abandon, and flee” a possibly psychotic state similar to a > physical dissociation > i’ve certainly seen people on both sides of it (having their stuff trashed > and abandoned, or trashing things and getting hospitalized), as well as > been on both sides myself (i think? in some way? could be wrong) > > it maybe feels kind of like triggers that stimulate more triggers and kind > of buzz, it’s really strong. i suspect part of its intent is to stimulate > amnesia in everybody present regarding something that just happened, could > be wrong ! > > paka/paga baga/baca takabaka paka ga > > taga bik! 2032 > > 2032 > > traffick boss jams a slave implant in his brain and stares at himself in > the mirror, thinking “this is the face of the guy who will take down > traffick boss” or such. his face keeps flickering in and out to him, like > his presence in the world is schrodinger, as the implant works to rewire > his brain to separate and manage threats to his businesses > > 2034 > > after his face disappears in the mirror for good, traffick boss takes the > implant out again, as well as the chunk of his brain it isolated [from the > rest ]— > > 2035 > > traffick boss: “owwwww.” > traffick boss: “my poor brain.” > > 2035 > > owwww > > ow. > > ow. > > our dissociation hurts bad.[we are presenting it this way. karl says it > might be easier to manage.- uh oops > > ahhh! eek! > > 2036 > > suddenly traffick boss has a dissociative seizure where different parts of > him are urgently trying to acquire strong control over parts of his body in > conflict. his muscles twitch and vibrate in different ways. [maybe cryptogr— > > > > >
