Draft below was unsent, meant to write more but something else was up. Much harder to return to. Looks interesting!
> To: [email protected] > Subject: [ot] A Theory of Dissociation and Mind Control > > As I consider more having a severe dissociative psychological issue, I become > conscious of parts more. > > It seems my biggest experience is a very large dissociation from mind control > via: > - terror > - hypno/digital behavior modification > - stimulated dissonance from cult members, bots, and other victims > > We saw that stimulated dissonance become a large thing that entered public > discourse over the past decade. > > In response to this experience, I then seem to have intentionally dissociated > further, into multiple different parts, each of which is some strategy of > mine to resist the influence of the mind control and protect my true > identity. The conflict persists and develops internally, with the mind > control part still trying to change these other parts, and them still trying > to resist it. > > Comparing intentional dissociation with coerced dissociation and some of the > theory of mind control in Steve Hassan’s book, I’m thinking there’s a > possible strong similarity that could form a theory encompassing all three. > > - When we dissociate, we form (logic parts in other contexts, along with > guesses or habits around when or how to reintegrate these parts with existing > contexts) > - When there is deception or severe emergency involved, we end of leaving the > context in which the dissociation was made, without reintegrating the > concepts to update our guesses or habits > - As this continues, the dissociated parts that have learned to resist > engaging other parts, continue to form new knowledge and habits > - When we then do return to our previous safer situations, the parts of our > mind are no longer engaging what they expect, and persistent change has > formed. >
