> 2228 > > i was thinking of writing joke about recent sleeping experiences > where part of me resists entering sleeping thing after i added insulating > things for warmth > and i end up falling asleep right where i am instead, which would be > humorous if i was like walking around > 2252 sadly this started after new therapist recommended i burn engine for warmth in vehicle. i think they were scared for my warmth. to me it seems very irresponsible as i have warm bedding. basically they didn’t understand how it would impact me and it’s pretty hard to convey, people don’t believe or expect the harmful parts of what they say would be hypnotically suggestive
> 2229 > > i should probably use food reward to move toward bedding (rather than > sleeping-in-place > > 2230 >
