i got a hotel against some judgement
shortly after i sat down and started working on things, [] and i heard
'HOUSEKEEPING!' and my locked door was opened and an older woman came
in an dlooked around and asked me if i had seen an orange air filter.
i smiled at her. i was slowly adapting from handling being in
mysterious severe trouble to it being less bad, and my cognition was
funny. she looked around and after i smiled quickly left, i'm worried
i scared her, i wasn't wearing a shirt and i'm unkempt. [i try to be
friendly when i'm scared for safety and social practice [i get scared
in social situations]]. after she left i heard her saying to somebody
'it wasn't in [karl's room number]!'
reminds me of a decade ago when i went to jail for 3 days for changing
charges. on the first day somebody real loud came into the same pod
and got upset about my cell number. they would yell "I'll get you
[karl's cell number]!!" i don't know how to explain it other than some
entity, most likely the jailers, influencing them to do that. [it's a
little different in this situation but may bear some of that
similarity]
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