dissociation not fun. we don't care if trauma is bad, we want to be able to
think scary thoughts near each other kindly and gently.
dissociation seems to be process that learns and spreads, probably
energized by trauma emotions
eureka realization: something that inhibits that energization, the severity
of trauma, would probably help in fighting programs
likely a drug can numb to trauma
wonder if karl is trying to pretend to be smart here, idea doesn't sound
planned-to-be-used
{{we don't think programs are trauma. are they? ohhh idea of emotion
energizing dissociation. this could make sense! they kind of 'bang bang' a
pattern that energizes them over and over
{{{{{{{big fear --
{the program engages terror in a way that increases without bound.
consciousness learns to dissociate to not break
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{it's pretty fast but not faster-than-senses
{{karl made memory of when it engaged speeding-up by plastically binding
parts closer
{{{{spread of energy through paths sounds similar to experience of
adrenaline
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{{karl made memory of when it engaged speeding-up by plastically binding
parts closer
{{possibly involved engaging parts of the program in slightly-faster
sequence in succession [edited: problem -> program. some agreement with
word-mistake
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{{possibly involved engaging parts of the problem in slightly-faster
sequence in succession
{{implying that one part provided partial emotional relief of another
(?)
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