torture victim double agent is walking while staring at a drone showing text and playing sounds to him
disguised experimentee: "torture victim double agent, what is your drone?" drone: "The most important thing is that I understand and love myself." torture victim double agent (distracted by drone, turns to disguised experimentee): "oh, dictatorsoft told me to go on DictatorTube and download "self love affirmations"." drone: "When I think in alignment with being loved, I feel good, I feel happy./" torture victim double agent (entranced by drone, hypnotically): "When I think in alignment with being loved, I feel good, I feel happy." disguised experimentee (pensive, acting surprised): "oh! what are "self love affirmations"?" torture victim double agent (distracted by drone): "i don't know! but when I play them I have fewer wounds on my body later." drone: "I love my work. I love and respect my body." torture victim double agent (entranced by done, hypnotically): "I love my work. I love and respect my body." torture victim bumps into an object, steps back and renavigates briefly. disguised experimentee (excited): "that's great!" torture victim double agent: "When I stop playing them now, I start getting really jittery and yearning for Boss so badly and looking for ways to hurt myself. But now this drone is like Boss to me. It gives me my relief." torture victim double agent smiles at disguised experimentee. drone: "I look upon everything in my life with love and compassion, especially myself." torture victim double agent (entranced by drone, hypnotically): "I look upon everything in my life with love and compassion, especially myself." disguised experimentee: "I'm glad you found a kinder boss, Torture Victim Double Agent. We're still hoping to help you more." torture victim double agent: "Oh, you can call me 'Gent for short. I like it better than Torture Victim Double." drone: "I am loveable. I am loved. I love and appreciate myself." torture victim double agent (entranced by drone, hypnotically): "I am loveable. I am loved. I love and appreciate myself." [small mistakes] [it took me 12 years to actually try affirmations. persecutory parts or voices are like a constant influence. affirmations give you a different influence. imagine hearing only negative ridiculing messages for years. it changes you. but you can change back. i'm not sure whether this is how, maybe it's part.] [we want to revise/improve email but too much sunlight on screen atm :) be well]
