> i wrote some things in paper journal is harder > interest in using arweave but makes harder > > anyway the big challenge for solving any problem for real is returning > to stored state regarding pursuing the solutio--
we need more chocolate. we are using it to rewire nerves ie learn to have eating disorder. helps us do things with less terrors. out of chocolate. worried about this. not enoguh time over week to get chocolate. don't remember. get confused by complex shapes in stores. right now torturer is acting as if scared that we would visit our mother for mother's day. makes hard to do responsible, organised, errand-like things.
