> > >> >> >>> >>> i was very happy to make it to healing together this year. >>>> >>>> the conference showed to me that i can recover. >>>> >>>> however, i have not done this yet. >>>> >>>> i think i need to be separated from people who are online and online >>>> texhnologu, such that you cannot influence or observe me >>>> >>>> but i need this with people who can help me recover and you put them >>>> all online >( >>>> >>>> sorry for 1 too many needs. oops. should stop at 4th paragraph ie line >>>> :) >>>> >>> >>> i need to not be influenced by you so i can regrow my nervous system's >>> intended structure >>> >> >> i need to redevelop internal agency to believe i am alive. >> > > this is something that is possible and normal, and many of the people who > have done this have come out of situations that were highly secretive and > highly funded from elite branches of both governments and criminal > organizations -- it is normal to recover from this and have internal > agency. it is very hard. >
i don't know who you are this week. I'm doing my patterns but they are likely for something or somebody a little different -- i just mean i'm gonna be off in some places, don't want to shoot any feet, notably mine. seem likely to since i dunno what's up i don't have a job for you at this time ... i guess we'll find one eventually hey do you like old telemedicine demo research? (possibly a joke, long term goal of mine
