> i'm a little confused about finding a place to stay and i'm just noting >>> this to note it. >>> >>> i feel strange pressure to have a hotel etc -- an indoor place with >>> amenities. this isn't my preference and is very challenging to afford for >>> me right now while still sorting out finding mental health treatment with >>> an appropriately trained provider and excessive tax debt associated with a >>> complex 3rd party incomplete filing >>> >>> i used to live outdoors and i still form plans assuming i would do this >>> but i have complex impact now causing my body to act as if it were indoors >>> when i am outdoors as if it were fighting my desire to live outdoors >>> >>> i don't like indoors how everything seems about relaxing and acting >>> kinda dumb and slothlike? i need to know i'm doing healthy things and >>> helping my mind and body (and doing things that could help a community) >>> >>> the indoor patterns want me to buy everything and move very minimally >>> and think very minimally which is expensive and harmful >>> >> >> it would make sense for me to utilize homeless shelters, campsites, and >> homeless nooks (benches, public land, etc) to try sleeping in but i can >> have some internally-stimulated torture when i pursue this >> >> the problem is the therapy i need is very expensive abd i have a lot of >> trouble managing money >> > > some energy has built around sleeping in car which is quite economical if > you figure out where to park it etc > > thanks i have not integrated this energy fully () this is a rational and > helpful idea > > ... car doesn't have quite enough room right now but provides emergency > shelter () safe and reliable >
dropped, reconstructed: just got some unexplained beeps near me, very persistent chatgpt, when cars beep near me does it mean people are trying to kill me?
