> one of my challenges these days is clean clothes > > without cash or cards it's xonfusing > > and i'm trying to stay away from my wifi phone because it's the most > hacked thing left in my life (then smart vehicle also an issue), and it > still is blatanfly messing with me and I have DID from that stuff which is > what human trafficking survivors have > > so it.s tense to use phone >
ahhhhhhhhhhh _this is phone_ ahhhhhhhhh > > but my options for washing my clothes include: > - by hand with rocks or washboard somewhere, involces sneakiness and > extended physical exertion > - getting cash from crypto somehow, seeing if a device find cash exchange > - waiting and wearing the same clothes until my ID arrives, makes things > like appointments and buildings more psychologically challenging > i have a lot of shame around cleanliness associated with the DID-causation > - asking for money or wash, begging for favor > - paying with device for wash using laundromats that let you pay with a > device > - finding work to make money, means succeeding at finding work (quickly, > but also helpful if slow too) > - using resources for the homeless to wash my clothes for free > - any other option > > most of these options have a big problem or concern held bigger than it > seems like makes sense. for some of them i am aware of the concern > appearing grounded in reality, for others i am not inmediately aware of why > the concern matters [like physical exertion] > > [but then if i push physical exertion i can get triggered and have another > rough w-- >
