Hello to all, Marvin has his final checkup with the vets over in Lake Oswego as Tara says that I had better finish what I start over there. Please pray for him to have a clean bill of health? He seems to be getting better, but a fecal test will tell the difference.
Also, please pray for me? While I'm believing that Marvin will be okay and healthy, I have a lot of anxiety about taking him back to this vet. It feels much like going back to the guidedog school and their mandatory follow up program. I feel under scrutiny. Todd is taking him in his carrier. I'm afraid that they won't like that carrier. One person commented about that it was small. We had him in it a couple of hours some where. Now I just try to use it when I take him for walks only and if I do use it for a long time, then I bring food and water in little scoopers that go in lemonade. They are perfect. He can eat out of them with no problem. Anyway, the crux of it is that I'm really worried that they will find something to gripe about and maybe not even let me take him home. Just like when I was dealing with the guidedog school, I lived in fear that I'd some how get my dog taken away. the vet in training is slightly patronizing. I won't go back there after this, especially if he has good health. Also, these people strike me that if I couldn't pay for all of Marvin's care, they would keep him. I really got attached to Marvin. Please pray that he comes back to me and that they don't have a reason to try to keep him. Maybe pray for the vets that they would know Jesus and also that the younger one will have her mouth stilled when she tries to say or do anything against us. We love to just love on and spoil our pets. So, please just say a prayer for anxious me and the whole vet thing. I'm so anxious that I'm going to ILR and not to the vets with Todd. I hope that I will be able to go to the next vet without feeling so anxious. Please pray they don't find anything wrong with the care we give Marvin? I want to be taught and not feeling like I'm going to be judged or criticized into a change. that brings the fear. I'm just being real. I don't usually give into fear, but this is one area where I still struggle. I also pray there won't be any other hidden expenses other than what we've made provision for in our funding. they seem kind of like the vets that would keep your animal if you couldn't afford to pay for the *while* bill at once. When we took Marvin in there we tried to see about financial arrangements and they weren't willing to work with us. they wanted all the money at once. so, just pray for this nervous animal lover? I'm always afraid that even though I do love my animal that someone will try to think I'm abusive. could you imagine if I tried to have kids? The fear would be 10 times worse. If I make a mistake, it might be seen as abusive. That is so not my heart. I'd probably love children and animals to death. Blessings, Sean --~--~---------~--~----~------------~-------~--~----~ You received this message because you are subscribed to the Google Groups "Deaf-Blind Inspirational Life Group" group. To post to this group, send email to [email protected] To unsubscribe from this group, send email to [EMAIL PROTECTED] For more options, visit this group at http://groups.google.com/group/DBILG?hl=en -~----------~----~----~----~------~----~------~--~---
