Hi Addison, Yes, please do email me off list or message me. I'm very anxious to know all about it.
Blesssings, Sean skype: musicmaker68 windows live messenger [email protected] Email my verizon account only please. ----- Original Message ----- From: O.Addison Gethers To: [email protected] Sent: Monday, April 06, 2009 6:03 AM Subject: {dbilg} Re: REALLY UPSETTING TODAY! Hello Sean, I haven't heard anything about President Obama is going to close the christian site to my knowledge ,whoever told you this ,you should ask where he or she got the news from and I'm glad you had to get it out of your hest . I will keep you in my prayer and if I find out anything I will write you off lists and message you on messenger. Addison O. Addison Gethers e-mail address : [email protected] or [email protected] window live messenger: [email protected] aim: durangoadd64 skype: cowboys62 yahoo messenger: OADDISONGETHERS ----- Original Message ----- From: Sean Ray To: Undisclosed-Recipient:; Sent: Monday, April 06, 2009 2:21 AM Subject: {dbilg} REALLY UPSETTING TODAY! Hello to all, this has been one of the upsetting day especially when coming home. It was decided that we had to take the van instead of the bus to Karl's Junior. I really didn't want to because I was wanting to be with the rest of the Oral Hull crowd where I could just climb into a bus seat to disappear into a book, and also wanting to make sure that I could put River in a nice comfortable place instead of a squeezed up van. Well, Todd had River and they were getting in when suddenly River's choke chain got caught on the lever that folds the seat down in front of us. Becky was getting upset and I was getting upset and it was really awful. Finally becky and Margery got him free. I still felt like I wanted to cry off and on all evening long. After I ate a meal at Karls Junior, I began to feel sick to my stomach and just as our ride came I had to go to the bathroom twice because of having diarhia. I was afraid I wouldn't make it home. I was so glad when I got home. Even now my stomach feels rumbley. I took some pills and foundout that they were interacting with each other in a bad way. so I learned that I can't take those two things together. I thought I remembered taking those together but I guess now. Oh well. I was never so glad to See Gandalf and the others. I said Hello to Gandalf and aadmired his feathers. I was thinking that I'd have a moment's peace to study. I knew I had to go to my internship in the morning for orientationand I news I'd need to go to bed fairly early after winding down from the evening's events. I got home and was feeling the sads anyway when a friend called. I had been thinking about River and feeling so thankful that he was okay. I was thinking how sad it would be without him. I already felt like crying once again, but was trying to be good. Gandalf was pecking me as if to say, "now don't you go and cry!" then the phone call heppened and the bottom fell out. I had to eventually excuse myself to another room and have a good cry. I still held Gandalf who was trying to distract me from cryong with antics of pecking and trying to fly away when the pecking didn't work. He started chattering to me and continuing to fly around underneath my hand. What a swety! I'm writing you all this and letting you know because I had to get this off my chest. I can't write my own group that I moderate because this friend is on it and this person would know what I'm talking about. I don't want to start a fight. I need prayer. In the phone conversation with this person, there was no, "hello,. How are you?" Just immediatly her wanting to drop some news into our laps before she had to run off of the phone. After she dropped her news she lingered and talked about all her stuff. it was awful!!! here... Wait for it... is the news I received like quite the shock to the system. She said that Burock Obama was going to shut down the Christian websites globally. She informed us that this is what her pastor and one other friend told her. Because they both said that, it must be true was the feeling that I think she was getting. That was the point she was making. She kept saying how there would be no communication between Christians soon and we'd all have to communicate by spirit only. Okay, well, Imagine me in my already fragile state and then hearing this. I already have enough trouble with that kind of reality. I feel like such a little girl hearing such things like stocks and bonds are bad and we're all going to be in horrid times and everyone will lose their support services here in the US. it is almost more than I can bare. It's worse than any kind of medicine you can't get out of taking and tasting. It's 10 times worse then being a little kid and not wanting to do your troublesome math homework. I don't know how to face this kind of music. I don't know what to do with this. I'm especially upset because our ministry on Skype is about to take off and here my friend is talking about how the president is going to close down all global Christian sites. Okay and here's where the honesty really comes in for me. I am not ready for the persecution times yet. I have so much I want to do. I have so much I want to see happen. I have so many hopes and dreams about the future. I'm also confused. If it were the end times right this second and we were in the persecution times. why would God allow me to go try to become a computer instructor? why would I be allowed to start to progress in the ministry. How could our ministry continue to grow? How can the president shut down just the Christian sites anyway? Wouldn't he have to shut down the whole internet? Look at all the sites like Yahoo that has Christian groups all over it. what would happen then? I haven't been at the computer for a few days so I'm wondering if I missed one of the pertinent emails from Art or one of the others regarding such things? Hey! I'm really concerned and upset about this. I'm not ready yet! I feel like there is more to be done here. when I heard that news I felt powerless like a little girl and big man president is going to be mean and strong making all these rules I didn't get to do anything about. I don't want the Christian sites to go away! I'm not ready to live like the other persecuted countries. That's a moment of honesty. Because I wouldn't hear this friend's words, I felt like I was being a rebellious and disobedient little child who is going against God. I don't just think I need prayer... I know I need prayer. I also need to know what in the heck is going on. Soon. I'm not trying to talk politics but this is a matter of great concern. the internet was one place where we could really plant seeds and I have to know all about what is going to happen to Christian sites and what the president intends to do about them--good or bad. I'm not here to cause a debate. I'm here to ask what is going on?! I want to know the truth. this is a bigger problem that needs prayer because if this is another one of this person's scare and paranoid tactics I have to pray about whether this person can continue in our Bible study, Prayer group, or even being friends. It is that serious. I cannot cope with the scare you into getting ready tactics with heavy reality. After giving that hearing that I shouldn't freak out or get upset. I have to have some answers. I feel like I need them yesterday. So please write me off list if you all think it's going to get into some horrid debate. I'm not interested into that. I have to know the truth. I must know the truth. I want to follow a reliable source concerning Christians, and Christianity in the country. If it is time to be persecuted then someone had better pray, because I'm not ready. It's not like I'm not ready to go to the Lord. I just have so much I want to do. Truthfully though. I'm not ready to live and be really brave during scary times. I don't know how I'll ever feel strong enough to do that. Even if all this stuff turns out to be a hoax, please pray that I become strong enough to be able to live in persecution. It is not my heart to be rebellious. I've had a dream where I was shown to be rebellious and every time I feel resistant, I think of that dream I had. It's just that something doesn't seem right. I don't feel a peace about this at all. Todd can't find anything on the fox news but who else in the news arena could spread this stuff and is it true? Todd went to Snopes.com and couldn't find it. where could this stuff be coming from? I'm getting more disturbed by the second because of what Tod isn't finding. That means I'm going to need answers from who who might know even more now. Are the persecuted peoples having their Christian sites shut down? It looks like Todd may find something in True news Christian news network. If he doesn't... I don't know... Just pray. Sean Skype: musicmaker68 windows live messenger [email protected] Email my Verizon account only please. ---------------------------------------------------------------------------- No virus found in this incoming message. Checked by AVG - www.avg.com Version: 8.0.238 / Virus Database: 270.11.42/2042 - Release Date: 04/05/09 10:54:00 --~--~---------~--~----~------------~-------~--~----~ You received this message because you are subscribed to the Google Groups "Deaf-Blind Inspirational Life Group" group. 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