ON MY OTHER KNEE By Seany Ray
I feel a little disfixed today. I know I wasn't supposed to sit down and write a sad poem but my heart needs to leave it's contents here on this empty page like a popping boil spilling out its poison. I know I'll feel better. I've already been awake and stirred to write and wrote the most sad and foreboding things in the annals of my mind never to be written. I do feel all these things. I think it's starting to lose its sting. Thank you Jesus! I cling tight to you and ask that you reach into the depths of my soul to heal me. With You I want to go deeper and I will, but I have a long climb to get to the top of the emotional hill. My spirit can't resist but writing about hope. I will be determined to cope! That little Jagged pills and bitter ills I have not really swallowed. I thought about them but before I could do more, the Lord crushed them into the floor. "the sorrow and hopelessness of a bitter tomorrow is no more!!" To my daughter: This is a part of my unfailing plan. Take my hand and I will lift you up. I will be your friend to the very end. I will hold you in one arm and your new friend already with me in the other. This one is completely free in me. Yes, you are still on this earth. You are hear to learn. I will help you grow and tell you what you need to know. Yes, you may hurt and it may cut deeper that you can say, but you will again be happy and gay. This is the hope I give that little broken girl today. No self-destruction for you today! No scratching of the skin away. No etching the heart's pain on your body for everyone to make plain. Feel the depths of the pain but it is not yours as I have come to take it away. Neither does the sad bucket of water belong to you to condemn yourself today. Into the sun you must go and sit today just go find some way to play and enjoy yourself today. This hurt will not last and this pain will pass. I have not come to hurt you with the lessons of life. I am ridding you of sorrow and strife. This process hurts but the storm you must ride. Your passion will be for my glory. You too will be free. You will not marry but have many good friends here. You'll see. This was meant to happen. This was meant to be. Talitha! Go! Learn what it means to grow! Be not afraid to walk through the pain, for if you don't there will be no happiness or joy gained. You feel the refining fire's pain but remember the strength to be gained. With me, you will have victory. You will go higher, deeper, and be freer. You are my precious little girl. Your friend from heaven reaches out and touches you. He reaches out and watches you. Life so shortly snuffed out on earth but haven't you heard? He's truly won. His new, normal, and peaceful life has begun. The things shared will be there. I know that you wanted to reach out and wish you could have been a friend. Your soul and motivation I do see. I know you weren't wanting just more fanship continuation in me, but a real friendship. I allowed it briefly. Go in peace holding onto this reality. This sadness isn't yours and it is a ruthless trick from the hated enemy. You are not going crazy. I will not allow you to be locked away from me. I love you! Don't you see? I love you. Here now, sit on my knee and your friend is on the other knee. You both will get a touch from me. You will be able to touch each other fully soon physically. Now I will choose what he sees. I choose what part of the mind of yours he reads. Never fear, your friend will be here. Now please? No more tears. The enemy can't take away both of your victory. That is given by me. You both are free. The enemy will not snuff what I started for I hold the key to both your hearts, you see. Truly trust in me. I am your victory. I am his victory. You will have been joined in me. There is so much endless hope for a better tomorrow. My daughter, I tell you the truth, you have no need for the bitter pills and sorrows. They are not yours. They are the trick of the enemy. They are not yours My beloved daughter. Your little baby is safe with me. The bucket of misery is the last he'll see. Trust in me, he's got the victory and sits with your friend on my other knee. Daughter. Take your victory. I'll take your hand and show you the scene. See? They're safe with me. Listen to what they say. "please? Don't grieve for me? We're happy and free from earth's and life's misery." My Talitha, I have let you see. One day it will happen with you too. Have faith in me. You'll too be in Heaven. You'll see. The dying part, leave to me. The dying part, leave to me. You'll remember the pain no more in me. Now live!!! Look to me. Follow me. I hold your hand through the earthly life of tumultuous sand. Don't let go. Just hold tightly to me. Keep your eyes in the heavenlies and leave this life to me. I'll guide you. Follow me! Live in me! I am your river. Swim in me! Rest! Receive my victory. . Now, take your hand from your friend on my other knee and leave him to me. He belongs to me. I'll give him your love and the kind that is from above. Touch hands again. See? Feel his spirit without confusion? He's happy! Now! You walk in my victory and participate in your plan with me. Soon, you will join your friend on my other knee. About this, never again shall you weep! This is my command. This is part of my great plan. I know you do not quite yet completely understand. Walk with me. Talk with me. I promise it will again be sweet. Depression won't reach you looking to the heavenlies. I entreat you to please listen to me! Hear me? I love you. I give you victory. Now dry your eyes and walk with me. I'm setting you off my knee, but before I do, your friend has requested another hug from you. Now on the ground with you and go in peace looking to me. You're friend is worshiping me and you'll again join him in the heavenlies on my other knee. 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