Hey folks,
you might have noticed that I didn't do any work for the past 4 weeks or so.
The reason is that a batshit crazy insane person decided to try to fuck up my 
life. Sorry for the harsh words, but I see no other possibility of describing 
what has happened.

I don't want to waste my time with describing what was done to me, because 
that time would be spent solely due to the crazy person's actions, and I don't 
want to spend ANY time on someone who randomly attacks my personal life for no 
reason.
But you shall be told the effect of that persons actions: I don't feel well in 
the place which I live at anymore, and plan to move 500 km away from the 
person.

I've had another job besides Freenet, and divided my worktime 50/50 between 
both. I will lose that other job if I move away.
This means that I will be available for fulltime work as a Freenet developer.

I cannot certainly tell yet of whether this will really happen, because I have 
filed legal actions against the person, and am still hoping for them to succeed 
so I can keep my home.
Also, I cannot yet tell how long it will take me to move: My mom also wants to 
move, and we will have to sell off the contents of her house - it is completely 
unprecitable for me how long this will take as I never did this. I am roughly 
speculating 12 months. I cannot leave my mom alone with this task, her health 
doesn't allow her to do it on her own.

What really pisses me off about this situation is that it caused me yet once 
more to ceise work without any reason which is validateable by the community. 
I was really happy to be back doing regular work, and hoping to regain your 
trust in my reliability.
I am very very very stressed by the situation, thats why I didn't do anything. 
I'll try to get back to work by replying to mailing list posts, FMS posts, 
etc. and hopefully put out some commits soon.

So anyway, I don't expect any decisions from you yet - this is not an official 
application for fulltime work because I don't really know what will happen.
But I hope that I can at least offer you an excuse for my absence by telling 
you what has happened.

Besides, I want to say that I really enjoy the thought of working full-time as 
a Freenet developer :)

Thanks,
        xor

PS: No, I don't thinkt that the NSA is behind this, its really just one crazy 
person.
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