I was a teacher when Christa McAuliffe was selected for the mission in space. 
Because I was minority, I didn't bother to apply, and then it was different , 
for women in science. But I followed her, with the resources that NASA had 
and was ironically dressed in an astronaut jumpsuit, with a room of 75 children 
, who had come to see the faux, inside of a space shuttle we had constructed. 
I had the curriculum in hand and was ready to teach, following her prompt. 

The loudspeaker called me, and I had to leave the room. When I returned.. 
there was an ominous silence. Children took me by the hand and hugged me and 
said.. it could have been you. I was breathlessly silent, because I didnot 
understand what had happened, but the kids were all hugging me and crying. We 
went 
through the day ok. I think it was the first time I realized that the children 
really loved the science I taught, and that they valued me as a teacher. I 
can't tell you how many hugs I got that day and little notes to make me feel 
better. 

After that I became more proactive about girls and minorities in science , 
and in fact was chosen to be a Christa McAuliffe Educator for the NFIE, and a 
Challenger Center Fellow. It was an absolute tragedy, but we , in Christa's 
honor , taught lots of children about space science education.

We met Christa's mom, who came to our Institute .. I hope we met the 
expectations that Christa had , to be a leader and a role model. I still 
sometimes 
have nightmares about that day, but more than the nightmares was the guidance 
of 
children to let me know how interested in science they were and that I should 
teach more of it.   

Thanks Andy, a perspective on that day. 

Bonnie Bracey Sutton
bbracey at aol com.
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