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001 - "Wilkerson, Richard" <rcw - Interpretations of the future.
002 - "Wilkerson, Richard" <rcw - new home
003 - "Wilkerson, Richard" <rcw - Obsession
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From: "Wilkerson, Richard" <[EMAIL PROTECTED]>
Subject: Interpretations of the future.
Date: Sat, 29 Jul 2000 01:29:07 -0700
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Dream Title Interpretations of the future..holly
Date of Dream Three nights in a row,the 24th,35th,and26th fo July.
Dream I keep having this dream of my children being
grown up, and we're travelling together somewhere. Usually near the end of
the dream, I see sitting in a corner of a room, reading a book, with my
family in the room, and other people that I don't know.
Comments by Dreamer This is really starting to get to me, and I don't
know what to think of it.
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From: "Wilkerson, Richard" <[EMAIL PROTECTED]>
Subject: new home
Date: Sat, 29 Jul 2000 01:34:20 -0700
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Dream Title new home
Date of Dream july18,200
Dream Ten days ago, my partner of 11 months & I ended
our intimate relationship. Much volatility in the final hours and for
many months prior. He lives very near me presently, and I dreamed he moved
to a new "rental nearby. I was over to visit him, wondering why he moved
to a house (we both rent separate condos) that was so close to where we
live now. He shared this 5-bedroom house with other adults. His bedroom
area faced the street and had very flat light lime green paint all over it
with a very small kitchen area. It was not very nice, in fact, old and
grungy. Also,I was surprised because he loves to cook and has 2 young sons
he shares custody of. This place was a Home shared with other adults, not
accommodating for children. Sadly,as he toured me, I noticed the other
rooms looked like rooms for druggie-type adults who enjoyed substance, had
no families, but wanted to live with like-minded adults with a drug-based
life. It felt sad to me. Particularly, the "female" room (I saw no other
adults, only their bedrooms) had chiffon feminine bedspread and curtains,
but felt like that of a woman who enjoyed various sex partners. I felt
this place was so different than what I would want. He did substance while
we dated, yet I did not care to. It caused a lot of mood swings and just
prior to our ending it, he "locked himself" in his condo w/ a male friend
and got loaded for 48 hours straight, never coming out, never calling
me. This man appears professional and has his own business(w/ which he is
struggling) yet enjoys a wilder lifestyle. He is a caring father. I
wanted a more traditional relationship, less quarreling, and I do not do
substance other than drinking. I have contemplated what this dream meant
and so want your help. I am getting over the relationship and it is so
fresh...don't quite get the help the dream contained.Thank you very much.
Comments by Dreamer Please tell me whatever you could . If you need
more info, let me know. Thank you so.
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From: "Wilkerson, Richard" <[EMAIL PROTECTED]>
Subject: Obsession
Date: Sat, 29 Jul 2000 01:45:11 -0700
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Dream Title Obsession (Mahayr)
Date of Dream 7/15/2000 evening
Dream 7/15/2000 evening (awoke at 9 30 pm)
Obsession
I was a part of a large community, living together in a complex of
buildings and living quarters, on massive acreage. One of the buildings was
a training facility, for combat, stealth, operations of various sorts with
a feeling of anti-givernment. Missions were planned and trained for,
scenarios played out and there was a certain progression that everyone was
required to follow even if they weren't there to go into the field, even if
their skills were not in that area.
I had a vision problem and wore glasses and it bothered me terribly. (In
waking life I do wear glasses, my recent difficulty seeing has been very
distressful, and my father has been needing cataract surgery for some
months and I have neglected to take him for it.) I knew it would affect my
performance in a certain test course I would be having to go through and I
thought it unfair and was afraid I would be mis-judged based on that, that
it wouldn't be taken into consideration and I was distressed about it. I
was pacing back and forth in front of the counter, waiting for my turn.
I had an object of desire... a man who kept appearing as two different
people: a boy (now grown as the man) who I had known in my childhood (close
family friend, it was always joked that we would grow up and marry, we
remain in occasional touch) and my now companion who came here to live with
me because I need help with certain things (I am also married - 30 years -
and have 5 grown children). In this place (waiting for my test) he was the
grown boy.
In being my object of desire, I was obsessed, he was on my mind constantly.
I worried about everything to do with him/us. I was afraid I was going to
scare him away with my intense nature, everything from my facial
expressions to anything I said to him. We were dating casually, but I
suspected he knew the intensity of the feeling I had for him and it was a
constant stressor.
On the other side of the counter where I was waiting to take my test, there
were divided areas each consisting of 4 work stations. They were defined as
being either computer, person only, empty, or other types. The test
consisted of standing at the end of the counter and bending over to look
through a one-eye view. The perspective was difficult and I had to go from
the end forward and name each station. Memory played a definite role in my
answers and I said so. He said that was alright and to not be distressed by
my poor vision but to do the best I could.
I completed the test and wanted to stay with him, but he ushered me out and
said that I had things to do, others to attend to and that he would see me
later. I went back to the main house to help with certain things...
preparing dinner, seeing visitors off, trying to help my mother who had
just moved into the complex and was still unpacking.
People were milling around, making plans for dinner and what to do
afterwards, Dark was falling and there was no central lighting system and
we all knew that we would have to either light torches and candles or
accept the darkness. There were certain activities planned that I did not
want to participate in but felt pressured and obligated to do so. It
remained dark as no one lit anything and I was glad, thinking I would be
able to slip away unseen. I wanted to think about the object of my obsession.
I slipped away from the activities but was accosted in the kitchen by a
young girl who wanted me to help her make fried onion rings. I knew that
would take time and I wanted to avoid it so I sent her on an errand and
then put the bowl outside the door, making it difficult for her to find.
Another person came in and looked disheveled and I asked her what she was
doing and where she was going. She took me to another room and said that
some of them were going away for the summer and did I want to go? I said
no, I couldn't bear the thought of being separated from "him". They were
doing some shooting routines and I became enraged, took a gun from one of
them and aimed it at the tv screen which was showing Maury Povich. I hit
him in the forehead right between the eyes and the picture froze like that,
with a smile on his face.
They were horrified and looked at me as if i had done a truly terrible
thing and they started to say how unlike me that was, how out of character.
I became even more distressed and threw (I typed "through" and then
corrected it here...) the gun down in horror and ran from the room. I was
confronted by a group who were distraught over an accident, it turned out
that I had been riding a horse with my father who was incapable of staying
on by himself. When I had slipped off, he had fallen and was hurt, needing
to go to the hospital.
I called the VA and tired to explain things, but they were far away and not
helpful They said they knew him and that he was just acting. I argued but
they were not receptive. (In waking life my father has been ill, going down
hill and I have neglected my responsibility to get him to a doctor.) I
finally threw the phone down and went to try and get ready, showered,
looked frantically for something to wear as I had outgrown most of my
clothes (gained weight). I found a closet with some of my older "fat
clothes" and tired to find something without much success and had to settle
for something I didn't like.
My mother came out of the other area and confronted me in some distress,
showing me a bracelet that was mine. She asked me had I given it to HIM and
I said it was none of her business, that it was mine. If I wanted to give
it away I would, that it had in fact been given to me by soandso (a former
lover). She was very upset and then HE walked in and I was upset to think
that he might think our family was unstable and undesirable in terms of
getting involved with on any personal level. He walked the other way and I
followed him and he turned around and said for me to not worry.
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