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      1. Fwd: dream habits
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      2. DREAM DEFINITIONS - BOTH DREAMS NOW ANALYZED
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      3. Re: Hawthorne berries...
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      4. ONNIKO'S DREAM POINTS TO IMPORTANCE OF UNION WITH GOD
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      5. The Dream Catcher
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   Date: Wed, 19 Apr 2006 10:50:28 EDT
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   Date: Wed, 19 Apr 2006 19:06:00 -0400
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Subject: DREAM DEFINITIONS - BOTH DREAMS NOW ANALYZED

DREAM DEFINITIONS - BOTH DREAMS NOW ANALYZED

© Rasa Von Werder 2006

4/18/06

http://www.womanthouartgod.com/dreamsvisions.php

Two dreams, both of which evoke the recent events of my going back to the 
Catholic practices of saying the Holy Mass and reciting the Holy Rosary. 
Here Bishop Fulton J. Sheen and Our Holy Mother appear to me!

The second dream explains how a lady Guru got me away from these practices, 
and portrays herself and her 'family' as borderline demonic and as 
'thieves.'

THE LATE ARCHBISHOP FULTON J. SHEEN AND OUR HOLY MOTHER!

A truly wonderful dream. It happens at my apartment in Brooklyn, which means 
'this concerns Purgatory.'

This is a meeting, a conclave, of priests. And Bishop Sheen arrives!

I am standing with my back to the sink, and to the right, in front of a huge 
window, is the kitchen table. There are sitting about five male priests, 
sort of casual, one this way, one that, around the table.

There are two women priests here, myself, and a 'big lady' with a lustrous 
silver-black cassock.

I see Bishop Sheen hovering over the table with the priests, sort of bending 
toward them. He is our leader, and there is a wonderful feeling coming from 
him. The feeling is blissfull all around, because we are all ONE in 
fellowship and mission. It is a feeling of rightness, purpose, mission, 
togetherness.

As I stand, leaning back on the sink, with my arms casually folded over my 
chest, I look down at my cassock, which seems to rather cling to my body 
neatly and gracefully, and on the bottom perhaps some of the buttons are 
open so in the flap, my legs might be seen slightly folded one over the 
other. I am so comfortable in my outfit, which is a black matte, and it is 
soft, not stiff and starchy like some of them.

Across from me there is only one other woman priest, and she is 'big.' She 
might weight over 200 pounds and be 5'10" or so, and her cassock is black, 
but has lustrous silver in it. It strikes me that we are the only females 
here. She standing very close to the archbishop, by the stove there.

I love him so much that when our meeting is over, I follow him or appear 
where he is at, as he is leaving. It is a kind of empty mall, surrounded by 
buildings, like cement everywhere. But nothing unpleasant, just that we are 
all alone. I approach him like a fan would a star, and do not know what 
transpires, just that I did connect somehow, alone.

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THE BIG LADY AND THE 'HOUSE OF THIEVES'

I am at a large 'outdoor business' and it is run by people who are like 
mafia, but not completely all bad.

There was something I had to do, and I had put two thick glasses on a shelf 
in a place here, and now went to retrieve them.

One of the owners of this place, a young man, wants to interfere, so I 
quickly take my two glasses and exit out to the right. I know he WANTS to 
mess with me but he can't, as long as I get out of here.

There are many scenes of business, like I need a bag of new white socks, and 
there are very few available. Another person wanted them and I sacrificed 
and let him have them. Lots of little scenes like that I cannot recall 
clearly. The socks were in an orange translucent bag, and a patient lady was 
negotiating who could buy them. She was tired, also.

The most striking person I do recall is the big woman who is a sort of 
thief. It is this whole family thing. They are like con artists - and figure 
how to get something for nothing. For example. There is this place, which 
you pay one or two bucks to get into. You go into a door, and there is a 
long hallway. The lady and I both pay to get in. But after we get in a way, 
I see she has a scam going. There is a series of windows here near the 
ceiling, about four of them, and her family members come here, and she opens 
the window and helps them get in so they don't have to pay.

I know this is wrong, but somehow, I have become her friend, and I shield 
her. Some new people come in and I don't want them to see her doing this 
illegal thing, so I stand there to block what she is doing. I also felt the 
new people would feel cheated, as they paid, and here others were being 
brought in for free.

Later I see the woman again. She had a way of finding clothing for free 
also, somehow, but she has on an outfit I compliment her on. As I think of 
it now, it wasn't that great. It was red cotton, some kind of shorts or 
short skirt, and a loose red cotton top with a flounce around the bottom, 
and has some kind of design. It is stiff cotton. I tell her that is a nice 
outfit.

She proudly holds out a sticker for me to see that she only paid $13. for 
it. It seems like,

'Wow, she actually paid for it. Usually she steals most of her clothes. So 
to her, this was a lot.'

Her arms and legs are bare and are not fat, but under that loose top you can 
see she has a huge stomach. After I compliment her she says,

'Yes, but I'm too fat.'

I say,

'It doesn't show'

just to make her feel better.

Again, as I am speaking to her, I am aware of her family all around her. 
They are sort of mafia, but not completely mafia. They are partially 
dishonest, but not always. From her I get this feeling:

She is like a person who survives, does whatever it takes to survive. And 
she is crude, not refined. You might call her 'the good thief.'

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MEANING:

THE LATE ARCHBISHOP FULTON J. SHEEN AND OUR HOLY MOTHER!

APARTMENT IN BROOKLYN

'A truly wonderful dream. It happens at my apartment in Brooklyn, which 
means 'this concerns Purgatory.'



*** A personal symbol because my ministry to Purgatory officially started 
there in 1981

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YELLOW * GREEN

'The apartment is painted

with strong light yellow shiny, and trimmed with green.'

*** THIS SHOWS LIGHT AND LIFE

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BISHOP SHEEN



'This is a meeting, a conclave, of priests. And Bishop Sheen arrives!'

*** He is himself, a friend, a mentor in Heaven. He represents the Catholic 
Church, and I am doing something concerning the Catholic Church, and his 
presence here sanctions it in a big way! This is the proof I need that I am 
doing right, as yesterday I wondered if my rosaries and Masses were 
effective!

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SINK



'I am standing with my back to the sink, (leaning back on it)'

*** THIS MEANS WASHING, CLEANING, AND THAT IS PURGATORY. THAT HEARKENS BACK 
TO MY FIRST OFFICIALLY RECEIVED CLIENT, ERROL FLYNN. OUR HOLY MOTHER 
APPEARED TO ME, WASHING DISHES IN MY SINK THERE IN BROOKLYN. I SAW CLEAN 
GLASSES, AND THE CLEAN GLASSES SHOW THE SOUL THAT HAS HAD THE EFFECTS OF SIN 
REMOVED. BEING SO REMOVED, THE GLASS, OR PERSON, IS TRANSPARANT, AND THERE 
IS NOTHING BLOCKING THE VISION BETWEEN THEMSELVES AND GOD.

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WINDOW * TABLE

'and to the right, in front of a huge window, is the kitchen table.'

Window is opportunity. Here light or truth or an opening is available.

Table is fellowship and communion. Since we are speaking of Purgatory, this 
will specifically hearken to the Altar. In fact, I do not stand at my 
Communion Altar, I sit.

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PRIESTS



'There are sitting about five male priests, sort of casual, one this way, 
one that, around the table'.

This might be saying that my clients will receive the Masses from beyond the 
ones that I am saying - the merits of perhaps five more may be given to my 
clients, said by other priests! (I do pray the St. Gertrude prayer of 
uniting all the world's Masses for the Souls in Purgatory daily)

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LADY, BIG, SILVER BLACK CASSOCK



'There are two women priests here, myself, and a 'big lady' with a lustrous 
silver-black cassock.'

I know by discernment and deduction this is Our Holy Mother. Her bigness 
here is Her importance. She is the Chief Priest to Purgatory, hence Her 
cassock. The silver is Her special priviledges. No priest wears such a 
cassock, but She does.

I know from saints that she is ever-present in Purgatory, and I know from my 
own experience, she is frequently concerned with my work.

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ONENESS, * PURPOSE, * MISSION, * TOGETHERNESS

I see Bishop Sheen hovering over the table with the priests, sort of bending 
toward them. He is our leader, and there is a wonderful feeling coming from 
him. The feeling is blissfull all around, because we are all ONE in 
fellowship and mission. It is a feeling of rightness, purpose, mission, 
togetherness.

*** This says I belong here, this is my place. I am a priest of the Church 
of Jesus and Mary! Mary is my Mother, Guru, my Light. Archbishop Sheen 
represents Our Lord and we have been close before. I am one of them! What is 
so blissful is the belonging, the Oneness!

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CASSOCK * COMFORTABLE

* ARMS, FOLDED, * LEGS, ONE ON THE OTHER

As I stand, leaning back on the sink, with my arms casually folded over my 
chest, I look down at my cassock, which seems to rather cling to my body 
neatly and gracefully, and on the bottom perhaps some of the buttons are 
open so in the flap, my legs might be seen slightly folded one over the 
other. I am so comfortable in my outfit, which is a black matte, and it is 
soft, not stiff and starchy like some of them.

*** This shows the absolute rightness and also the HIGH DIGNITY of this 
office - to summon the Body and Blood of Our Lord Jesus Christ!

The arms and legs across each other hearkens, also, to the Egyptian Kings 
and Queens. This is an elevated state. Another aspect is the CROSS, as both 
arms and legs ACROSS one another signify this. To repeat the Holy Sacrifice 
of Our Lord's death with each Mass, is a splendid and Infinitely Sublime 
priviledge.

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STOVE, BY THE



'Across from me there is only one other woman priest, and she is 'big.' She 
might weight over 200 pounds and be 5'10" or so, and her cassock is black, 
but has lustrous silver in it. It strikes me that we are the only females 
here. She standing very close to the archbishop, by the stove there.'

*** Here Our Lady is standing near the stove. Stove can mean HEART and also 
WOMB. As heart, it would be center of life, love, and that is what the 
Eucharist and ministering to Purgatory is about. As womb, it means the 
spiritual womb of Our Lady who gives birth to Her children, gets them born 
again. The stove is also the place of baking bread, which is the element Our 
Lord will change into Himself.

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CONNECT * ALONE

'I love him so much that when our meeting is over, I follow him or appear 
where he is at, as he is leaving. It is a kind of empty mall, surrounded by 
buildings, like cement everywhere. But nothing unpleasant, just that we are 
all alone. I approach him like a fan would a star, and do not know what 
transpires, just that I did connect somehow, alone.'

*** In the context of this dream, it seems that I am thanking Bishop Sheen 
for this boon, this gift. Perhaps he is instrumental in getting me back to 
the Purgatorial Mass and rosary ministry! I have had a relationship with him 
since early childhood by way of his tv show in the fifties. It makes sense 
that he would come and help me here, and I am so grateful!

Discussions here and:

http://groups.yahoo.com/group/isawgodandlived/?yguid=213672955



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MEANING: NOT YET ANALYZED

THE BIG LADY AND THE 'HOUSE OF THIEVES'

MAFIA

'I am at a large 'outdoor business' and it is run by people who are like 
mafia.'

*** DEMONS, DEMONIC

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GLASS, GLASSES * SHELF, ON A

'There was something I had to do, and I had put two thick glasses on a shelf 
in a place here, and now went to retrieve them.'

*** MEANING ONE: THE CONTAINERS FOR THE BLOOD OF CHRIST IN MASS. I AM USING 
TWO GLASSES RIGHT NOW FOR ANTHONY QUINN AND RICHARD PRYOR, DOING 'GREGORIAN 
MASSES' (WHICH MEANS THIRTY DAYS IN A ROW.)

SECOND MEANING: THE GLASSES ALSO SYMBOLIZE THE SOUL, WHICH MUST BE CLEANSED 
BY THE BLOOD OF THE LAMB, AND WHEN THEY ARE, THEIR SOULS BECOME TRANSPARANT.

TO 'PUT ON A SHELF' MEANS TO 'PUT ON HOLD' OR REFRAIN FROM THE ACTIVITY FOR 
A TIME.

BECAUSE OF THIS LADY GURU WHO WAS 'GUIDING' ME, FOR A PERIOD OF SEVEN MONTHS 
I REFRAINED FROM SAYING MASS - SINCE SHE CONVINCED ME THAT 'ALL RITUALS' 
WERE NOT NECESSARY. (NO PRAYER, NO MEDITATION, NO MASS, NO ROSARY, NO 
NOTHING NEEDED IN THE ADVAITA OR NONDUAL STATE.)

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MESS WITH ME

'One of the owners of this place, a young man, wants to interfere, so I 
quickly take my two glasses and exit out to the right. I know he WANTS to 
mess with me but he can't, as long as I get out of here.'

*** INDEED, I WAS STALKED BY A YOUNG MAN ASSOCIATED WITH THIS GURU. EVERY 
TIME I POSTED, BOTH ON HER GROUP AND TWO OTHERS, THERE HE WAS, ASSAULTING 
ME. THIS YOUNG MAN IS SEEN AS 'ONE OF THE DEMONS' IN THE GURU'S FAMILY. BUT 
IN THIS DREAM, HE IS A DEMON.

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SOCKS IN TRANSLUCENT BAG, NOT EASILY AVAILABLE

'There are many scenes of business, like I need a bag of new white socks, 
and there are very few available. Another person wanted them and I 
sacrificed and let him have them. Lots of little scenes like that I cannot 
recall clearly. The socks were in an orange translucent bag, and a patient 
lady was negotiating who could buy them. She was tired, also.'

*** THIS SHOWS THE DIFFICULTY OF BEING A GURU. SOCKS PROTECT THE FEET THAT 
WEAR THE SANDALS OR SHOES OF THE GURU. THIS WOULD BE A CUSHION, OR SOME SORT 
OF SUPPORT AND PROTECTION. THIS SHOWS A SACRIFICE, LETTING GO OF SOME 
COMFORT THAT I COULD HAVE GOTTEN BUT RELINQUISHED FOR THE SAKE OF SOMEONE 
ELSE.

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THIEF

'The most striking person I do recall is the big woman who is a sort of 
thief. It is this whole family thing. They are like con artists - and figure 
how to get something for nothing. For example. There is this place, which 
you pay one or two bucks to get into. You go into a door, and there is a 
long hallway. The lady and I both pay to get in. But after we get in a way, 
I see she has a scam going. There is a series of windows here near the 
ceiling, about four of them, and her family members come here, and she opens 
the window and helps them get in so they don't have to pay.'

*** THIS GURU IS TEACHING PEOPLE THAT YOU DON'T HAVE TO SUFFER, BUT THIS 
PATH IS SEEN AS THIEVERY. SHE SHOWS A WAY THAT IS NOT WHAT JESUS TAUGHT, 
GETTING INTO THE SHEEPFOLD IN AN UNETHICAL WAY. IN THIS DREAM, IT IS A CON 
GAME RUN BY A CRIMINAL TYPE, A RACKET. ACCORDING TO THIS, EACH PERSON MUST 
PAY FOR THEIR OWN KARMA, THE GURU CANNOT GIVE THEM A FREE RIDE.

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SHIELD HER

'I know this is wrong, but somehow, I have become her friend, and I shield 
her. Some new people come in and I don't want them to see her doing this 
illegal thing, so I stand there to block what she is doing. I also felt the 
new people would feel cheated, as they paid, and here others were being 
brought in for free.'

*** I BECAME FRIENDS WITH THIS GURU AND PROMOTED HER, THEREBY SHIELDING WHAT 
SHE WAS REALLY DOING. I DID NOT SPEAK UP AGAINST THE FAULTS I SAW FOR A 
TIME, AND THEREBY, WAS SHIELDING HER.

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OUTFIT, NICE * RED OUTFIT * FREE CLOTHES

'Later I see the woman again. She had a way of finding clothing for free 
also, somehow, but she has on an outfit I compliment her on. As I think of 
it now, it wasn't that great. It was red cotton, some kind of shorts or 
short skirt, and a loose red cotton top with a flounce around the bottom, 
and has some kind of design. It is stiff cotton. I tell her that is a nice 
outfit.'

*** OUTFITS OR CLOTHES ARE THE PROTECTION AROUND US, THE LIGHTS OF GOD. 
SOMEHOW THIS WOMAN 'CONS' THE PROTECTION OF LIGHT WITHOUT ALWAYS PAYING, OR 
SUFFERING.

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$13. PAID

'She proudly holds out a sticker for me to see that she only paid $13. for 
it. It seems like,

'Wow, she actually paid for it. Usually she steals most of her clothes. So 
to her, this was a lot.''

*** THE $13. INDICATES TO ME THAT THIS SETUP BRINGS BACK LUCK OR KARMA. 
(ALTHOUGH 13 IS NOT UNLUCKY FOR ME, I FEEL IT MEANS THAT IN THIS DREAM)

SHE THINKS SHE IS GETTING AWAY WITH THE 'SPIRITUAL RACKET' SHE RUNS - OF 
TELLING PEOPLE THEY DON'T HAVE TO SUFFER - BUT WHAT THEY RECEIVE, THE 
LIGHTS, DOES NOT PORTEND GOOD LUCK OR GOOD GRACE ACCORDING TO THIS DREAM.

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STOMACH, BIG

'Her arms and legs are bare and are not fat, but under that loose top you 
can see she has a huge stomach. After I compliment her she says,

'Yes, but I'm too fat.'

I say,

'It doesn't show'

just to make her feel better.'

*** IN THE CONTEXT OF THIS DREAM, MEAN SELF INDULGENCE. IN SOME DREAMS, IT 
COULD BE POSITIVE, OF BEARING A CHILD, BUT HERE, NO, BECAUSE OF THE PRESENCE 
OF THE DEMONIC. THERE IS A LACK OF DISCIPLINE HERE AND THAT TIES IN WITH THE 
REFUSAL TO SUFFER.

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ADMIXTURE OF GOOD AND EVIL

'Again, as I am speaking to her, I am aware of her family all around her. 
They are sort of mafia, but not completely mafia. They are partially 
dishonest, but not always. From her I get this feeling:

She is like a person who survives, does whatever it takes to survive. And 
she is crude, not refined. You might call her 'the good thief.''

*** THE GURU IN THIS DREAM MIXES GOOD AND EVIL, DOING WHATEVER IT TAKES TO 
GET BY, SURVIVE. HER FAMILY ALL AROUND HER ARE THE PEOPLE WHO ARE DEMONIZED 
BY THESE THOUGHTS OF 'NO SUFFERING.'

THESE PEOPLE TAKE THE BEST WAY THEY CAN THROUGH LIFE TO GET THROUGH, BUT 
THEY ARE FAR FROM PERFECT.

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Discussions here and:

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Message: 3         
   Date: Thu, 20 Apr 2006 02:16:14 -0000
   From: "hen_na_yume" <[EMAIL PROTECTED]>
Subject: Re: Hawthorne berries...

thanx.  i did not know that.  i'll look into it.

--- In [email protected], "Sarita" <[EMAIL PROTECTED]> wrote:
>
> The Hawthorne tree has many medicinal purposes.  It can help treat 
> high blood pressure, childhood diabetes, be used as a diuretic, as 
a 
> sedative, an anstispasmodic.  Those are just a few of the possible 
> uses.  My guess is that you may have a medical condition that could 
> possibly be helped by this.  I would suggest doing some research on 
> the Hawthorne tree and see what fits for you.
> 
> Sarita
> 
> 
> --- In [email protected], "hen_na_yume" <hen_na_yume@> 
> wrote:
> >
> > 041605 dream - was in a hawthorne tree and decided to eat the 
> > berries.  they tasted sweet but had not much flavor. i desired 
more 
> so 
> > i tried to find more.  i discovered a lot of these berries in an 
> > abnandoned attic of a house which had practically no light, save 
for 
> > an open window.  i was eating the berries up there as well.
> >
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Message: 4         
   Date: Thu, 20 Apr 2006 22:02:39 -0400
   From: <[EMAIL PROTECTED]>
Subject: ONNIKO'S DREAM POINTS TO IMPORTANCE OF UNION WITH GOD

ONNIKO'S DREAM POINTS TO IMPORTANCE OF UNION WITH GOD

DEFINITIONS, DREAMS

http://www.womanthouartgod.com/dreamsvisions.php

© Rasa Von Werder 2006

4/20/06



Dream of Onniko regarding Horses



Last night, I dreamed about two old horses

which were mine but which I had forgotten about.

I left these poor creatures alone and helpless

in their stalls for how long, I could not

remember!

Afraid that I'd go to the barn and

find them dead, I ran to them and although

they were lying on the ground and thin and

weak, they were still alive.

One was white and sweet like a soul.

The other was clay red and earthy.



I fed and watered them and cleaned their stalls

but I remembered that I had moved to a little

town with no pasture for them.

I made their

stalls as large as possible so they'd be

comfortable but when I was finished, I saw that

I'd left a wide empty space between the two

stalls.

So, I took it down and then they both

had lots of space.

I had forgotten to take care of both

of them...it had just slipped my

memory, you know, like when you leave

the water running or something, and

suddenly think "Oh no!" and run to

see the damage. Except these were

living beings and the damage I

expected to see was heartbreaking

I thought, I know I won't

be riding these old horses but they deserve

to live in a nice space and be taken good

care of until they finally die a natural

death.



In the dream, I had moved to a house

I've never seen before in real life. It

was old and white wood sided, a bungalo

or maybe one and a half stories; I only

saw it from the back. There were no other

houses behind it and the town it was in

was very small. Moving to this house

seemed to have something to do with

forgetting the horses. The town was very small but not rural,

a nowhere kind of place.



What horses represent to me is very

complicated, not just a single thing,

because I've owned horses and lived by

a stable as a teenager.

They can be freedom, spirit, beauty,

wealth, danger, and also fragile

beings that need alot of care.

The nose of the horse is divine.

Nothing is as soft and velvety,

the breath so warm and sweet

smelling. And yet, the nostils

flare with energy and pride

and sometimes, fear.



The ones needing a lot of care are the

horses in stalls...stalled horses.

Those in the dream were stalled horses.



The horses were love and spirit, immediacy.

The little town was surrounded by bare fields

which had an obvious feel of being nothing

that I or my horses could benefit from.

But it seemed definately wrong to move away

to find a better place. The only right

thing was to care for the horses very well

where we were. That attention made their

space healthy and clean and made them

know they were important anywhere or

everywhere.

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MEANING

OLD HORSES, MINE

* WITHIN THE CONTEXT OF THE DREAM YOU WILL SOON SEE THAT THESE OLD HORSES 
REPRESENT THE BODY AND SOUL

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STALLS, LEFT IN THEIR

* DEAD, AFRAID I WOULD FIND THEM



'Last night, I dreamed about two old horses

which were mine but which I had forgotten about.

I left these poor creatures alone and helpless

in their stalls for how long, I could not

remember!

Afraid that I'd go to the barn and

find them dead, I ran to them and although

they were lying on the ground and thin and

weak, they were still alive.'

* THESE 'HORSES' - THE BODY AND SOUL HAD BEEN 'STALLED' IN THEIR EVOLUTION, 
IN THEIR UNION WITH GOD (OR SELF-REALIZATION, UNION WITH GOD.)

AFRAID SHE WOULD FIND THEM DEAD IS THE FEAR THAT SHE WOULD FIND HERSELF 
SPIRITUALLY DEAD, DISCONNECTED FROM GOD.

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HORSES * WHITE AND SWEET * CLAY RED

'One was white and sweet like a soul.

The other was clay red and earthy.'

* THE WHITE HORSE IS THE SPIRIT, THE CLAY RED HORSE IS THE BODY

THIS SEEMS SELF EVIDENT, THAT THE WHITE WOULD BE THE TRANSPARENT

'SPIRIT', WHILE 'CLAY', WHICH IS THE EARTH, WOULD BE THE BODY. WE ARE 
'DIVINE AND DIRT.'

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FED * WATERED * CLEANED (THEIR STALLS)

* PASTURE, NO PASTURE

I fed and watered them and cleaned their stalls

but I remembered that I had moved to a little

town with no pasture for them.

* HERE THE DREAMER HAS CLEANSED HERSELF (CONTRITION), AND WATERED AND FED 
HER SOUL BY GRACE. (THIS COULD HAVE ALL HAPPENED BY ONE ACTION OF 
REPENTENCE, AS THE GRACE AUTOMATICALLY FILLS THE SOUL. IT COULD HAVE BEEN 
MORE THAN ONE ACT, SUCH AS MEDITATION AND PRAYER AFTER THE CONTRITION. IT IS 
NOTABLE THAT ONNIKO SHORTLY BEFORE THIS DREAM TOLD ME SHE WAS SORRY THAT 
OTHERS HAD HURT ME, AND WE BECAME FRIENDS.)

NO PASTURE MEANS NO NOURISHMENT. 'YOU LAY ME DOWN IN GREEN PASTURES' IS HOW 
THE LORD, IN HIS/HER GOODNESS, LEADS US TO A PLACE OF SPIRITUAL 
NOURSISHMENT. NO PASTURE IS THIS SOUL MOVED TO A PLACE OF CONSCIOUSNESS 
WHERE THERE WAS NO SPIRITUAL NOURISHMENT.

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SPACE, BETWEEN THEIR STALLS

I made their

stalls as large as possible so they'd be

comfortable but when I was finished, I saw that

I'd left a wide empty space (path) between the two

stalls.

* THIS REPRESENTS THE GULF, OR SPACE BETWEEN THE BODY AND SOUL, WHICH IS THE 
OPPOSITE OF 'UNION WITH GOD.' IN UNION WITH GOD, THE HUMANITY OF A PERSON 
MEETS AND MERGES WITH THE SPIRIT OF THAT PERSON, AND SO, GOD IN ME, AND MY 
FLESH, BECOME ONE. THE DREAMER SEES THIS AND DOES SOMETHING ABOUT IT.

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SPACE, LOTS OF

'So, I took it down and then they both

had lots of space.'

* WHEN THE GULF BETWEEN BODY AND SOUL IS REMOVED, AND THERE ARE NO BLOCKS, 
IT IS A WONDERFUL THING.

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FORGOTTEN, SLIPPED MEMORY * DAMAGE

'I had forgotten to take care of both

of them...it had just slipped my

memory, you know, like when you leave

the water running or something, and

suddenly think "Oh no!" and run to

see the damage. Except these were

living beings and the damage I

expected to see was heartbreaking'

* IT IS EASY, IN THIS WORLD, TO FORGET THE PRINCIPLE OF UNION WITH GOD. THIS 
UNION NEEDS CONSTANT ATTENDING, EXAMINATION OF CONSCIENCE, SPIRITUAL FEEDING 
AND WATERING.

DAMAGE TO THE SOUL OR SPIRITUAL STATE CAN ALWAYS BE REMEDIED, AS LONG AS A 
PERSON IS STILL ALIVE. HOWEVER, WHEN ONE IS SPIRITUALLY DEAD, IT IS ALMOST 
IMPOSSIBLE TO BRING ONESELF BACK, UNLESS SOMEONE ELSE IS PRAYING FOR THEM. 
THAT IS WHY IT IS EXTREMELY DANGEROUS TO FALL INTO 'MORTAL' SIN.

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CARE OF HORSES

I thought, I know I won't

be riding these old horses but they deserve

to live in a nice space and be taken good

care of until they finally die a natural

death.

* HERE THE DREAMER ADMONISHES HERSELF FOR NEGLECT OF UNION WITH GOD, AND ONE 
SHOULD BE DILIGENT ABOUT IT, AND MAKE SURE IT IS VIABLE UNTIL THE MOMENT OF 
DEATH

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* NOWHERE PLACE * SMALL TOWN

'In the dream, I had moved to a house

I've never seen before in real life. It

was old and white wood sided, a bungalo

or maybe one and a half stories; I only

saw it from the back. There were no other

houses behind it and the town it was in

was very small. Moving to this house

seemed to have something to do with

forgetting the horses. The town was very small but not rural,

a nowhere kind of place.'

* HERE, THE DREAMER EXPLAINS WHAT HAPPEND TO HER THAT SHE NEGLECTED HER 
ONENESS WITH GOD.

SHE MOVED OR ENTERED INTO A 'SMALL' OR 'NOWHERE' KIND OF PLACE. THIS MEANS 
HER CONSCIOUSNESS, VISION AND UNDERSTANDING, SHRANK DOWN.

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HORSES

'What horses represent to me is very

complicated, not just a single thing,

because I've owned horses and lived by

a stable as a teenager.'

'They can be freedom, spirit, beauty,

wealth, danger, and also fragile

beings that need alot of care.'

HORSES HERE MEAN ALL FACETS OF LIFE, BODY, SOUL AND SPIRIT.

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NOSE, OF THE HORSE DIVINE

'The nose of the horse is divine.

Nothing is as soft and velvety,

the breath so warm and sweet

smelling. And yet, the nostrils

flare with energy and pride

and sometimes, fear.'

* NOSE IS DISCERNMENT. THIS IS A FUNDAMENTAL PART OF THE DREAM, AS THE 
DREAMER DISCERNED SOMETHING WAS WRONG - SUDDENLY REMEMBERED HER NEGLECTED 
RELATIONSHIP WITH GOD.

NOSE IS SIMILAR TO THE SYMBOL OF DOG WITH ITS AMAZING SENSE OF SMELL. AS 
DOGS ARE INNER SENSES, NOSE ALSO REPRESENTS THE INNER SENSE OR GIFT OF 
DISCERNMENT.

'I SMELL A RAT' MEANS 'I SENSE SOMETHING IS WRONG. 'I SMELL TROUBLE' MEANS I 
SENSE TROUBLE.

SAINTS, BY A SPECIAL GIFT, CAN SMELL SOULS, EITHER GOOD OR BAD. THOSE IN SIN 
STINK, THOSE IN HOLINESS HAVE A SWEET HOLY SMELL.

WHEN I WAS BEING PURGED IN 1971-72 I SMELLED MY OWN FLESH BURNING, BUT IT 
WAS A STRANGE SMELL, LIKE NOTHING I HAD EVER SENSED BEFORE. MY THEN GURU 
TOLD ME WHAT IT WAS.

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HORSES, STALLED

'The ones needing a lot of care are the

horses in stalls...stalled horses.

Those in the dream were stalled horses.'

* WHEN SPIRITUAL LIFE IS STALLED, IT REQUIRES A LOT OF ATTENTION.

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BARE FIELDS, NO BENEFIT

'The horses were love and spirit, immediacy.

The little town was surrounded by bare fields

which had an obvious feel of being nothing

that I or my horses could benefit from.'

* THIS SEEMS LIKE A CALL TO INNER COMPUNCTION, AS THE SURROUNDING 
ENVIRONMENT GIVES LITTLE NOURISHMENT, GOING DEEPER INTO ONESELF.

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ANYWHERE, EVERYWHERE, THEY WERE IMPORTANT

'But it seemed definitely wrong to move away

to find a better place. The only right

thing was to care for the horses very well

where we were. That attention made their

space healthy and clean and made them

know they were important anywhere or

everywhere.'

* THIS IS THE PRINCIPLE THAT LIFE IS OUR GURU WHEREVER WE ARE, 'GOOD' OR 
'BAD.' HERE THE HORSES, BODY AND SPIRIT, ARE IN A BAD ENVIRONMENT. YET WE 
MUST ADJUST AND MAKE THE BEST OF IT AND FIND MEANING. IF ONE KEEPS THE 
SPIRITUAL LIFE HEALTHY AND CLEAN, ONE CAN BE SATISFIED ANYWHERE. WHEN THE 
SOUL IS RIGHT, ONE KNOWS THEY ARE IMPORTANT, ONE MAINTAINS THEIR SPIRITUAL 
DIGNITY.

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   Date: Fri, 21 Apr 2006 02:39:49 -0000
   From: "Sarita" <[EMAIL PROTECTED]>
Subject: The Dream Catcher

For those who are serious about their dreams...

http://groups.yahoo.com/group/The_Dream_Catcher/





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