Dream Title the past Date of Dream 10/06/98 Dream I keep having these recurring dreams about my ex-boyfriend from high school. I am now very happily married to someone else, and I live 2,000 miles away from my ex. We had a very intense, and usually unhappy relationship off and on for 3 years, we were very wrong for each other and very much in love. When I was 15 he got me pregnant and I had an abortion, something that I regret every day, but at the time it was the best decision even though it went against my beliefs. Anyway, the past week I have been dreaming about him and his current girlfriend, whom I have never met, but she is close with other friends of mine that I still keep in contact with. The other night I dreamed that we were at our mutual friends' wedding and I wanted to try to be friends and he didn't. I looked fabulous, he looked just like he did when I met him when we were 14. The next night I dreamed that I met his girlfriend and he had left her and I was helping her get over him and we became really close friends. Then last night I dreamed of him again. He wasn't in the dream per se, but there was a newsletter in the dream from my high school group of friends, and in it was an editorial from him stating how much he hated me for not inviting him to my wedding. (I didn't invite him in reality, I was afraid of and he was bitter - he almost came as my other friend's date). I have these dreams every few months or so, sometimes I am getting back together with him, sometimes I am telling him off, sometimes we get along just fine in our new lives. I don't want to think about this person at all, it just brings back painful memories. I never think about him at all if I am not dreaming about him, but when I do, I can't stop and I feel miserable. I know I do not want to have him back, and I have not seen him in over 3 years. Comments by Dreamer Permission to Comment yes_share_comments Permission Comments
